dance as usual today...
we started on concert training...
with one set of pathetic 8s...
haha... wad eva.. but at least learn something new la...
ryan claim got prb and have to recalculate and submit again.. by tomolo...
full dress rehearsal at tcc... kinda ok.... i wont say it'd good..
but close one eye quite ok la..

suddenly i miss xingan alot... i can pour all my troubles to her lo..
and she alwaes gives out encouragement...
no one can replace her man.. she is jus so naive.. and so sincere...
childhood frens rox.. and of cos some of my poly frens r nice ppl too..

i remember i got something impt to do..
something to do with dance.. something to do with money issue..
but i jus cant remember it.. dunno y...
shall tink tomolo...

lesson starts 12 tomolo..
but i have to hit school at 10...
so many things to clear...
so happi.. tomolo i waitin for belle to off school at 6..
then mayb go for bubble tea session or wat..
reminds me of xingan again..
cos we live near each other.. alwaes meet up at bubble tea shop...
XINGAN........ i miss u la...

couples all ard e school...
and i reali envy at times...
but dun ask y i dun wanna have bf..
cos i know i cant commit... mayb dun fele like settling down yet..
but i jus envy... but not to the extent of jealous though...

when i was jus so bored in class...
came alot of unknown calls... and i got so pissed off..
and i replied tt person.. stop calling.. i m in lesson..
and belle wen out of the class to call tt person and wanted to scold him..
the person did not ans in e end.. and he replied my msg...
i m ur yoga junior.. i was like wtf.. then i replied u got the wrong person..
then he was like.. oh sorry.. it's dragon boat.. diao lo..
and say something like rowing a boat throwing dumpling into the sea...
i was reali like farked up oreadi la...
and i choose to ignore... at the end of the lesson...
andy pulled me aside and asked me tis...
how many hp numbers do i have?
and i was like huh? so random.. and he goes.. pls dun scold me if i tell u something..
then i roughly got the idea le.. and usual.. we fought... in e lift.. haha..
and he is actually sitting next next to me when we were in class. when he msg and call la..
stunned.. i didnt even realise..
i hate u la.. stupid andy...

i saw the present tt brandon ask liang to pass me today le..
damn nice.. it's somehow.. a leather bracelet... with my anme carved on it..
so cool la... thanks brandon.. luv it.. haha
i hope he wont b activated.. i m praying hard for tt...

belle walked me home today.. and we have been doing this kinda recently..
we r not lesbians though... haha...
we chatted alot... and i enjoy it... she kinda innocent..
wont back stab lo...

belle bdae party yesterdae..
wasnt a veri happi event...
due to pear... anywae...
she kena smash like dunno wat lo... use cream and buah on her hair.. wtf man.. haha..
then use the satay and jus smash onto her new t-shirt... how cool is tt?
and tt person is andy... haha.. he's a joker man...
and he added on with some cucumber and onion on her head...
in e end when the security came round to do spotcheck..
everyone was so panicky la..
he was bickering with me e moment he reach..
dunno wat's his prob..
and he carried me and almost wanted to throw me into the pool at belle's condo.. omg..
luckily belle and ally came to my rescue..

today me and amy planned to go swimming..
but the weather changed..
and we didnt manage to swim..
and later.. i went with joan to look for costumes...
arrrgh... seems like a wasted trip...
we manage to find nothing... no conclusion... no verdict...
and we r stil there.. hanging in the air.. lost!!! Help!!!

chatting with seng is fun today...
cos i managed to trick him into believing something which is not true..
and he is convinced by my words plus a photo... haha...
but i did tell him in e end tt it is not true..
i definitely wont wanna spoil my own image... rite?
haha... he is definitely a positive person which has a veri positive mindset how good guys can b..
think too much lo...
haha... from tomolo onwards... he shall get my morning call everyday...
so tt he can save on his cabfare...

brandon is leaving...
he is representing singapore to indonesia..
part of UN operation to solve the conflict...
i heard from him the conflict started cos..
indo chinese veri rich.. the rest of indonesian not happi..
so started rioting and make a mess out of everything..
i'm kinda worried bout him..
i told him... while chatting in msn..
i worried bout him..
jus some normal concern...
heard from laing tt he bought me something.. which i have no idea wat izzit..
he say he passed to turtle and ask turtle to pass it to me..
haha.. we'll c...

from left to right:
jenny, me, stella, and belle..
i m onli close to belle.. not the other two..

a long day again... setting of ccn cart.. disaster man...
i forgot to bring the form of the cart and cant draw the keys of the cart form saa..
and i have to walk home and take tt stupid form...
then the setup... which went qute smoothly.. business was good...
and we had a fun time there... this kinda of funfair make everywhere so messi la..
when u c the food so nice.. and u have the temptation to buy..
and suddenly.. u c the process of them making it.. it's a total turn off man..
after which i have to go for a uniform fitting session...
for an event known as singapore 2006... to be some usher or transport desk officer thing..
and the uniform is super ugly... it grey blazer and grey skirt...
and dull pink top.. omg..
anywae...
singapore 2006 is an event which involves 16,000 officials and governors from internationally..
how cool is tt.. i guess i can expect alot of armed forces there.. haha...
onli leaders of the cca.. plus director list ppl get to go...
so biased and some doesnt even feel like going..
i went on to calculate the cart profits after the uniform thingy...
and i had a hard time doing tt.. cos i hate maths...
and i calculate times and again.. wtf lo...
yang yang keep asking me not to b stress... haha
i hope this is the first and last time i in charge of something so troublesome.. haha
dance training as usual today.. nothing special..

next up.. belle bdae... woohoo... cool man...
we went to marshe to celebrate...
me.. jonathan... belle.. weixiang... jenny and stella...
celebrating belle bdae.. haha..
we had quite alot of fun there...
esp.. when the cake landed on wexiang face and later endedup on top of his head..
wat a wonderful bdae.. too bad... it's ur 21st bdae.. haha
i hope i'll nvr turn 21 one then...

after a long long time.. i manage to find the clip of our performance..
haha... something which seng has alwaes wanted to c.. and tt's it... u got to c it...

here's the link...
do c if u r interested...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpOdrVSYzmA&search=TP%20

another long day.....
today we did our peer evaluation for major... soon aik lucki lo...
onli have garde 1 to 5... if not i will give him a 0!!
almost all criteria i gave him a 1.. i m not being mean..
i jus wanna b truthful to myself... i dont c him contributing anything.. for sure..
he digged his nose in the lecture hall todae.. yes AGAIN... he did it..
how cool man.. and seah alwaes dun believe i say he digs his nose..
i patted on her when i saw soon aik doing tt... and when she turn and look..
this fellow jus happen to pull his finger out of his nostrils..
and wipe on his shirt... wtf rite... gross out man...
and here the interesting part.. guess wat's e next thing he do..
he took out his bottle of root beer and started drinking..
not long later... i realise he was eating bread.. with the same pair of hands..
yes.. he did not wash... farking gross...




the world is small... turtle and seng have actually seen each other b4...
haha... mayb they can b good frens in future?
life is so unpredictable man...





right now right here... this time...230am...
pei is stil struggling with her ccn...
i hope this gonna b e first and e last time man...
luckily got frens like seng.. ruilong.. and maressa... and not forgetting meiqi..
to chat with me online... if not i would have doze off like long ago...
fashion disaster.. fayanne.. not i wanna criticise or wat...
e earrings she buy.. almost like CMI...
reali... so ugly.. and those retro earrings...
i tink they should b in the bin...
it's oreadi so out of fashion...
wad eva it is.. i wanna thanks those hu conributed to ccn day...
ppl like qiao.. meiqi.. maressa.. hy.. xiao ai.. cutlet.. and our impt saviour of the day.. Lorencia..
haha.. i guess she is the one saving the fashion disaster..





b gal.. if u r reading this now..
remind urself.. dun break anywhere u like.. haha...
using if loop no break.. surprisingly.. i remember java.. so long nvr do java oreadi..
guess she mus b too sleepy la.. i manage to help her solve some errors...
but telling her to take off her break(s)... haha...
i tout i was dreaming when i saw the break word.. and paused for seconds..
and tout.. how come there's a break here.. and i realise.. it's not one break..
it's many breaks.. haha



tomolo and sat gonna b a killer day.... so many things and a long long day...
woohoo... way to go pei...

taking in comments and reflecting is nvr a bad thing... clearing up misunderstanding is not a bad thing either... it solves problems and make things clear...

cmsk4 is a killer man.. inventing a product used for travelling... i m squeezing out all my brain juices to get ideas.. but so far... not veri good... ruilong.. is brainstorming for me now... hope to come up with something.. i hope to invent a prod which is like multi languages... cos i believe it is something tt each of us will need it when we r abroad...

major proj today is fun.... cos i dont need to talk to soon aik at all.. it's jus like veri individual lo.. wahaha... he didnt comment much today either... the best meeting session ever.. i like that!!! i was busy doing the SRS... and consolidate till i feel like vomitting blood... and vivian they all came up with a bad idea... to watch gross video clips.. i m like omg... wtf is tt... hard gay.. haha.. it reali helps brightening up my day... it's so funni... for those who are interested.. pls visit... youtube and type hard gay... a total of 11 episodes... *faints*

xiaopei is off to do her minutes...

Cartoon me..

izzit fate? we haven been seeing each other since school start and we actually bumped into each other twice todae... and turtle decided to have a meal with us since he off school le... i had ice kacang... today no extra ingredients (ants).. for the first time man.. haha.. and we had so much fun with turtle... he was joking bout me and him having underground relations... n i was having tt diao face la... and then he went on with his crap and link all the way to having sex and record with web cam.. wtf lo.. and he went on saying actualy web cam is not impt.. wat is impt is e feel.. and he likes to choose e time when i m sipping my drinks lo.. when i not drinking.. he choose to keep quiet... haiyo... delibrately one rite... i wonder if someday i hav a bf.. my bf will b jealous of him not... past bfs.. yes.. they r jealous of him.. haha.. future.. no one knows...

today seng and my conversation... started off with fashion thingy... and guess wat... weeleng say the way i dress today veri pretti... as much as i feel like denying it... he can come up with all sorts of excuses to stop me from saying i m not pretti... I M REALI NOT PRETTI LA....

me and belle.. so bored in tutorials today and she drew something for me... haha.. so nice of her... her drawing is foreva so cute...

i found my matric....
i was reali jumping about at one stop service centre...
when i almost wanted to report matric card lost which need to make police report...
i saw a list of lost&found matric card name.. and my name was there..
woohoo.. wahaha... heng lo...

today i bump into turtle in school...
got the urge to hug him tight man...
i miss him so much lo...
since sch reopen till now nvr c him...
plus tt time he dengue fever...
i miss him... arrrgh....
and he was talking to chaili also..
then after tt chaili tell me.. she say can c tt me and turtle veri close...
cos turtle tell chaili... he miss me alot too..
when do we have the time to go out....
i reali miss him.... haha... he sound so like my bf here.. he's not!!!
he's jus a veri veri close fren since i entered poly..
and y did we split course.. chances of meeting even lesser now...
arrrgh...

now i m in lab lesson.. seriously nothing better to do..
and my team mates... so irritating la...
jon n andy.. and jas seah.. last sem we all same class..
now this sem same again.. so do proj tog...
they're like so playful la.. when asked to come up with a team name...
they say S.A.F.. which stands for soon aik fan club....
wtf rite.... and tt is reali our team name...
here comes the story of soon aik...
he is a guy... disgusting fellow...
this guy he alwaes dig his nose in the lecture and shoot his nose shit ard...
no joke man... he reali did tt can... i was shocked when i saw it too...
it's like u know... u wouldnt expect someone of our age to do such horrible actions...
oh man.... and he loves to put his hanf inside his t-shirt and scractch his body and armpits...
serious lo.... total turn off.. when i c him doing tt... i almost vomitted la...
he is such a cool guy la.. tt i dun feel tt i m good enuff to b his fren... wahaha
anywae... he is in my major proj group... yes.. he is!!!!
sob sob... tt's y they tease me... SAF...
and today i tink they too bored.. say i wear like a maid today...
cos my shirt has chinese collar with lace... and say i alwaes go sterilise his house for him..
and sweep his "pi sai".. and andy say i m pi sai kia...
i shall collect for him a whole packet of soon aik pi sai..
and treat it as "cai pu" for him to cook eggs(aik).. wahaha...
*faints*... ok.. i gotta get down to some serious work la...
SAF.. here i come..

saturday == dance day(java language)..
morning dance rehearsal.. which was so fun..
i dunno y.. i jus tink i had alot of fun today..
and prob cos ryan is in good mood...
we were told tt we onli had 4 sets of eights more to go..
and we r done with the choreo.. cool!!
this simply jus means tt we will have sufficient time to clean up and prac..
hoepfully tt's the case la..

maressa and i discussed alot today...
i told her fayanne suggested me having a sub comm..
to help me with my work.. of cos.. i tink i need one also..
haha... my intended ppl to recruit for my sub comm is..
maressa.. ruzaini.. and qiao...
all r like my left handed or right handed helpers..
love 'em to core man...

first wave competition is in it's third stage today..
the climax of the compeititon wasnt right at all..
not cheering.. and everyone was jus standing and watching..
and i tink the target audience is abit wrong.. instead of dancers..
most were like the "villagers" of tt area... omg...
and my seniors were in...
toby with his frens...
and dan with mag and their frens..
2 diff grp..
one good news and one bad news..
toby rockfellows team got in...
and dan and mag did not get in..
we all seriously tink tt the green top team shld not get in..
when they cant even get the basics right!!
can someone pls jus teach them how to do locking?
u use ur elbow to do locking..
come on... not bouncing ur body..
with ur hands stagnant there..
u look so ugly.. and like wat ryan says...
u tink u feel comfortable with ur movements?
like diao lo..
e judges are biased...
y is the judge michael man..
his dance not veri good also wat..
anywae.. i don c him as an qualified instructor la..
as in to me he is not up to tt standard yet..

there he goes.. nagging again...
does nagging alwaes help?
being stubborn solves e situation?
being stubborn onli makes u a loser..
cos u r not open to opinion... and there's a huge tendency tt u will fail in wad eva u do...
recently got to know this cute guy... he's unique la... call ah seng..
he has a hobbi.. which is to argue with laoshi..
though he know nothing will come out of it... haha...
and there they goes again..
the more seng tell me bout lion and dragon dance.. e more i feel like learning..
lion dance and dragon danceseem to b like having some kinda madness over me but yea...
it's another new skills wat.. haha

dance seem to b peaceful these few days... this makes me a bit happier...
but today when i individually sit down with yang...
we talk alot... and the problems.. i seriosuly hate clearing shits of last main comm..
like wat... jam and hop... and upcoming grad...
i can simply heck bout it..
anywae.. today my camp proposal approve..
i m kinda happi.. cos first time doing proposal for dance ma.. rite..
spent alot of effort one k... not any tom dick and harry can do one hor..
dun pray pray.. but after being approve..
here's like a dozen things i have to do..
and there goes my peaceful days...
i shall b good and stay at home for this wekeend to clear projs and dance necessary stuffs
i told yang today.. although she is pres... i need to tell her this..
i m kinda sick of this dance team le..
no one giving any commitment.. even if i chiong all the way to bring the dance team up..
i c no improvements made..
i told her ..one day.. in near future.. i will make myself disappear..
and when i decided to do so.. i make sure no one will be able to contact me..
i dun give it a shit if u ppl r going to say i m irresponsible or loser..
for all u want.. go ahead...
i need support also.. i m human..
chionging all the way.. no one supporting u...
end up also a zero...

communication is an impt in everyone's life...
but i dunno whether izzit bcos i dunno how to communicate with other...
damn it la...
i do proj with soon aik aka pokemon..
every meeting for major...
starts out to b good...
but the end of the meeting alwaes ends up to be quarelling...
sick and tired of him...
can i jus kick his ass out of the lab...
wtf!!!!!
even vivian... the leader...
is pissed with him...
today vivian got so pissed off tt he chose to keep quiet
and not say anything...
when soon aik ask for comments...
he will jus go.. i have no comments.. jus write wad eva u want...
soon aik... u rox man... can make ppl so mad at u...
u r the most fantastic person i have ever met...
and there he is right now...
chatting so loudly..
like nobody business or as if e lab is his home...
and finally.. there... from somewhere came a loud.. sssshhhhhh voice!!!
cool man.. who ever tt is... u rox...
when m i gonna b done and over with major?
i cant wait to leave tt team.. to leave soon aik alone..
imagine... he's age.. 19.. and so crazy over pokemon..
jus gotta urge to slam his face right in the wall and ask him to wake up..
everyday carry ntuc plastic.. tink u r cool?
no.. u r wrong.. u sux to core k...

a new blog.. a blog tt is gonna b built up of memories...
Dance ensemble is growing...
Izzit a good thing or a bad thing?
Good for the team i would say... but bad for me...
Cos i have lotsa things to handle..
Upcoming events... grad.. which clashes with term test..
And i got a deep feeling tt i m gonna fail my term test upside down..
Since start of school till now..
I dunno wat i studying...
And i miss out too much tt i dunno how to catch up...
One more performance coming up... world cup soccer camp...
30 jun 2006..
And then here comes the GEM concert...

Dancers with great atitude rox...

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