what i did at work...




original copy after i piece up all the photos







adding effects







another kind of effects

YAY!!!! my leave is granted.. with great skills.. going through so many procedures jus to get this half day leave.. haha.. i have to get approval from the company supervisor.. from my liason officer..(which is the lecturer in charge of my attachment).. and my course manager.. mr lim kok hwee.. which i wasn't hoping him to grant me.. cos he's not tt nice.. but in e end he did.. i dunno y... bad impression of him since graduation incident.. he jus prove to me he sucks big time.. but now he proves me wrong.. he is afterall not tt bad.. but yah.. anywae.. i got my leave.. woohoo.. able to perform with the b-gals is the happiest thing of it all..

attachment is scary.. it is getting more and more scary.. in a way that u cant imagine.. wat he did to us is terrible.. totalli terrible.. guess wat... he started telling us about all the christian things... which i m farking not interested to know.. and he keep psycho-ing us to stay in tt company to help maintain the sharepoint after our attachment, when we graduate.. NO!!!! i swear to myself tt i will never go into IT line.. i sucks in IT can.. how i struggle jus to pass exam and all.. all these r my nightmares.. and he told he got those accessories and clothing business in china.. which he intend to be a wholesaler and sell it to other countries.. then he ask me to help him design a online website to post his things online.. which is somehow like freelancing and he pay me for tt.. but i dun wan.. the prob doesnt lies in money now.. and he actually invited us to join his venture for those things.. hello.. do i look business minded to u.. like NO!!! and he saw the necklace i wear.. he ask if i made it myself.. i said yah.. and he ask me to design for him.. total madness.. what is the attachment company coming to? isnt it suppose to be something simple.. y did it turn out liddat? it is so so corrupted.. going to work everyday now is my fear.. and he is treating us so nicely.. tt makes me even fears more.. it's like he's treating us well so as to get something out of us tt kind.. u know.. omfg.. ok.. nvm.. i know i sound agitated.. i m so scare.. i cant calm myself down.. esp today.. when he came into our office.. shut the door.. and start talking to us bout all these stuffs.. ARRRRRGGGHHH.. can anyone understand what i m going thru? and working with all the old uncles is never an easy task.. i'm on the second level and first level is the workshop.. and all the uncles is forever staring like they never seen a gal in their whole farking life.. going to work everyday.. hearing them whistling at u.. farkers man.. and somemore onli me and eileen is young gals there.. another 2 is old aunties.. and they r not frenly.. no one can help us.. we r so helpless.. facing them everyday is a killer.. but i dun have a choice.. i m forced to go.. and i cant tell my sis and my parents all this.. they will get worried.. Me and my farking life..

this is my idol SOON AIK!!!









this is seven dwarf.. on his tie..






and here comes the looney tunes.. with bugs bunny inside.. wahaha..










time for updates again.. haven been updating for days.. simply busy with things and all.. sat ahve been a great day with the dancers.. loren meiqi joan roy and carryn.. Cathay.. PS and Oschool.. we visited ryan buying him D.O.M which he claims tt he dun drink but he stil accepted and promised to give it a try and bought chocs for ben.. for helping us so much in the concert.. editting videos and mixing of music.. watch The Prestige.. it was a nice show.. left alot of conclusions for the audiences to guess.. u have to keep urself focus to understand what the movie is all about.. we had a nice time discussing.. while they chill over at my house except loren cos she had comp the next day.. we watched the dance tape cos i suppose to pass to ryan but he ask me to convert first and yea.. they were so excited bout it.. they stayed over and i feel guilty.. cps i m not a good host.. not enuff pillows.. and beds for them.. so sad..

sun was a sleeping day for the first half of my day.. and went out in the evening to grab ally's pressie and headed off to her party.. the theme was vintage and retro.. reminds me of the dong zhi dong zhi.. wahaha.. but anywae.. we had fun playing with cream.. and the cool thing is when ally wanna smash cream in my face.. she smash it at the eye portion where all my eye shadow.. mascara and eyeliner was.. fantastically done.. haha.. and jon.. thanks for smashing cream on my hair.. had a hard time cleaning it.. and i became soon mei for some reasons.. when i upload photos.. u all will understand.. wahaha.. i miss soon aik's major project's presentation tie.. do u guys miss it? i shall post tt photo again.. since he have been our topic for the night.. wahaha.. enjoy looking at the photo.. haha...

tears dropped again.. how many times have i been reminding myself not to get emo.. i miss the gals.. thinking bout the concert and it made me emo.. i wanna stop my tears too.. but how.. i wan my b-gals back.. i wrote a letter to take half day leave next fri.. i wanna perform with them again.. i reali wan.. i hope it will be successful.. cos i need the b-gals back in my life.. i miss them reali like god damn lots.. i miss jean calling me mousey.. calling me hamtaro.. i miss unice laughter.. i miss pris craziness.. i miss sam bitchi-ness.. i miss gucci calling me jie jie.. i miss rinna.. the cool gal.. i miss dina.. the cutie sweetie pie.. i miss nicole playing with her armpit..i miss scolding alice when she cant get the steps right.. i miss everything.. like EVERYTHING.. all these are not jus overnight bonding.. from we dunno each other at all.. have to try and compromise.. and work everything out.. from we cant do break dance.. we help each other along the way and get to where we r.. everything we gone thru tog.. hugging tog and cried.. when ryan ignored our team bcos of some other reasons.. missing them standing by my side.. fighting the tough battle of organising with me.. everything and everything..

i need leave next fri.. if unsuccessful.. will i be as crazy as to take mc? i'm afraid i will.. i m desperately yearning to perform with the gals again.. i miss them.. i reali do..

nite to everyone here.. off i go.. to cry to sleep.. gals.. i miss u all..

Today's blog entry is gonna be a special one.. this is wat i did for work todae.. cool? i like my job today..

yay.. first day of attachment.. the company's fun.. everything was good.. nice colleagues tt are reali frenly.. and a nice and humorous supervisor.. he drove us out for yummy chicken rice today.. woohoo.. better than staying in the small pathetic canteen there.. haha.. the day was fun but a little bored.. cos first day of work.. nothing much to do.. all we were asked is to chill first.. morning was busy setting up our own com.. it comes in new packeages and all.. we had to piece things up and do installations ourselves.. haha.. but it's fun.. a little training on sharepoint.. it turns our to be easier than what we tout.. which is cool.. the australian guy who came down to give training is a nice guy too.. he jus came back from southern france.. and he show us lotsa of photos.. like.. spot the rock climbers.. and spot the hikers photo.. wahaha.. supervisor is a joker lo.. me and my ikan bilis joke.. wahaha..

i m bitching on msn now.. and finally toking to sam after dsiappearing for months.. wahaha..

i'm glad about today.. thanks gal.. it proved everything.. i know things are alright... i felt better and all..

gonna start atatchment tomolo.. wait for what i have got to say.. haha

i'm a emo kid.. i was uploading the picture of the sunflower tt ryan gave us and tears rowed down my cheeks again.. i miss the concert.. i miss ryan.. i miss the dancers..ryan put a foto of our dance team and he wrote beside the photo.. my new found love.. thanks ryan for still loving us.. i heard rumours bout ryan leaving dance team.. i dunno whther it is true or not.. but i hope it isnt.. suddenly.. the tout came to me and the bunch of dance frens.. the senior batch.. before concert training became intense..we still hang out as a group.. but now.. when everything gets so tensed up.. conflicts.. quarrels.. arguments all came in.. and the frenship is spoilt.. they no longer ask me out.. neither do i.. i know things wont b e same.. although it is always said tt personal feelings should not be mix into serious matters.. but truthfully asking urself.. u gals dun hold any grudges? i know things gonna end this way.. esp during the concert day.. preparation period.. when i was totalli ignored.. not even joan talked to me.. tt's the most disappointing thing..and i'm utterly disappointed in royston.. how many times have u screamed at me when things go wrong.. and it's ur own fault.. how many times of attitude prob have u gave.. how many times u allow me to explain things? and how many times u demanded for things.. nvm.. forget it.. i know i can never be back with these frens.. i dunno if they still treat me as frens.. but i expected such things to happen since i m in main comm.. i know i can never satisfy everyone.. never..i'm jus sad over some things.. if the concert never exist.. if i m not in main comm.. how would me and them b like now?

i going away for attachment le.. i miss everyone in the dance team.. i m reali emo now.. but yah... fri moments keep passing by my mind.. even i look at my costume i also cry.. will we still be as bonded or will we go our own way? alot of questions in my mind.. nvm.. i'll get over it..

had dinner with my sec sch babes again.. and raazmy came all the way from katong to tamp to find me.. jus bcos he got nothing to do.. lame shit.. he's one of the dancers i'll reali miss in the concert.. my emo fren.. haha.. the process have been fun bcos of these ppl who did little things to brighten up my life..

regarding me and bran.. i guess everything is reali coming to an end.. i reali giving up.. cos i know i dun love him as much anymore.. no point.. jus when i tout everything is gonna be fine.. it isnt.. i know i cant lie to myself about tt.. cos nothihg will work out in e end..

PHOTO TIME!!!!




the grafitti gals cleaning the floor after working on their props.









qiao spraying the props.








uncompleted turn table done by the deejaying guys..









funksoul (the b-boying team) working on their lamp post.









sunflower given by the most respected instructor.. RYAN TAN






flowers from the dancer tt i always look up to.. loren..










flowers hand made by isabelley darling.. it came with some ferrero rocher too.. haha






pangyang and me.. in his policeman suit.. the guy hu attempted to strangle me.. haha.. but he did a great job on the concert day.. woohoo.. way to go..

tt RAAZMY!!! my emo partner.. whenever sad song is being played.. we will do the emo dance.. misses to him..

JUSTIN.. the professional hair stylist for guys.. look how serious he is..

xiao ai(alice).. me.. and mel.. can c tt mel is the extra one.. wahaha..

tt's GUCCI babe.. the gal always calling me jiejie.. haha.. i sound old..

GUCCI & SAMANTHA.. look how cute is SAM.. she damn cutey.. b-gal babes..

the grafitti gals at work.. doing up their hair.. make up and making themselves look dirty..

me and RAHIM.. the guy with lift me up during finale.. haha.. we did it!!!

tt's PRIS.. doing the b-gals.. famous play cheating style of BABY-FREEZE.. haha.. we stil got more wor.. we got air freeze.. shoulder freeze.. 7 freeze.. elbow freeze.. haha..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Friday, October 20, 2006

it's over.. like finally.. the day tt everyone has been waiting for.. everyone gave their best.. FULL OUT.. tt's wat jessi always reminds us.. when ex dance seniors came hugging me and telling me how much i have improved from the PAST TILL NOW.. i reali got the sense of SATISFACTION in me.. and after all this.. after today.. after the concert.. the dancers came hugging me and thanking me for everything.. suddenly all the pain and effort i have gone through seem nothing.. i feel so happy..after the concert.. at the back stage.. most of us.. were crying.. and one of the juniors came to hug me.. at tt moment.. i didnt find her irritating.. cos she is someone like totalli outcast from the whole team.. she cried so hard till her face went red.. she offically quit the dance team today.. she told me even before the concert.. she kinda stubborn and during yest rehearsal.. she pissed everyone off.. but today she managed to get things out quite well.. i'm rather sad having one junior lost.. cos although in term of character.. she might not b someone nice.. but in term of dance.. i c potential in her..

flower from RYAN..it's sunflower.. woohoo.. i like.. haha.. and 2 stalk of flowers from loren.. muacks.. and a bunch of self-made flowers from isabelle.. so touched.. haha.. i like it so much la.. and i ate the choc.. she was predicting tt i will jus give the ferrero rocher away.. cos i'm not a chocolate fan.. but i didnt.. i ate lo.. and i got a blue rose from mag.. thanks babe.. she was the one telling me tt i improve alot and she's proud of me.. somehow.. she's like the one who c me grow in dance kinda thing.. cos when i perform with her in the GEM1 concert.. i guess i dance rather badly.. still new with no experience and all.. i totalli sucks tt time..

memories of concert is flowing back.. days with funksoul babes.. they totalli rocks can.. training with them is ever so fun.. trying hard to do break dance.. with half pass standards.. wahaha.. got my nickname as ah siao from jean.. and i call her siao eh.. my cat fight dance with pris.. originated from a breakdance move.. wahaha.. and wat else.. not forgetting the gossips and bonds.. lameness and fun.. injuries and bruises.. it's like we made something so impossible to something possible and we did it.. YES!!! WE DID IT!!! did u c us.. the part when the guys flipped us up.. we acutally onli start prac like 3 days ago? and we did it..

got so much more to say.. shall continue tomolo.. thanks for all who came today.. i hope u all reali enjoyed.. i enjoyed myself.. all the tiredness proved it worthwhile.. when applause came.. when the cheers added on.. when we managed to hype ppl up... when we reali whack.. i heard ppl shouting my name.. total coolness.. and ppl whom i didnt expect to b here was HERE.. FIDAH.. my dance senior too.. DIEN.. woohoo.. cool babe.. THONGLERand the bunch of frens.. ISABELLE.. YONGLIANG.. haha.. yongliang i reali didnt expect him to come.. and ERIC CHIA.. not forgetting my dearest JIEJIE.. thousand muacks to her..

ryan msg me to thank me.. for taking care of the team.. for arranging rehearsals and for buying coffee for him.. omg.. i feel so guilty man.. i feel tt i have not done my best yet.. there are still some regrets.. nvm.. forget it..

ok the rest i will update tomolo.. one last line.. when i do things.. i have my own reasons.. i have my reason for not wanting back the relationship too.. things cant b forced.. u understand ma? and yes tomolo onwards chiong all the concert and camp PAPERWORK before attachment starts..

quote of the day: DANCE IS A CONVERSATION.. TALK TO ME.. SWEAT IT OUT.. GEM 2006..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Happy Birthday by Flipsyde (Hip Hop emo finale)

Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
would you have been a little angel? or an angel of sin?
tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys?
or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
paid for the murder befor they had determined the sex
choosing our life over your life meant your death
and you never got a chance to even open your eyes
sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life?
Would you have been a little genius, in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
would you have been a little rapper like your poppa the piper?
would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose
and the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

[Verse 2]
I got a million excuses, as to why you died
and other people got their own reasons for homocide
who's to say it would have worked
and who's to say it wouldn't have

I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad
the fear of being my father has never disappeared
I ponder it frequently while I'm sipping on my beer
my vision of a family was artificial and fake
so when it came time to create I made a mistake
now you got a little brother, maybe it's really you
maybe you really forgave us knowing we was confused
maybe, every time that he smiles
it's you proudly knowing that your father is doing the right thing now
I never tell a woman what to do with her body
but if she don't love children then we can't party
I think about it every year so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

[repeat x2]
from the heavens to the womb
to the heavens again
from the ending to the ending
never got to begin
maybe one day we can meet face to face
in a place without time and space
happy birthday

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

Yxiaopei'er♥

Sunday, October 15, 2006

todae wasnt a reali a good day either.. but a bit better.. we talk things out.. get priorities into their farking mind.. but it seemed tt they stil cant b bothered.. when we were talking to them.. they jus treated it like it's another scolding session and all.. we opened the floor to everyone to comment and criticise and even to point out names.. but no one simply care until seniors have to open their mouth and call their name one by one.. this shows they simply dun care.. i pointed out names straight.. i know tt is mean.. criticising.. but yah.. all those i say is wat i felt is true.. i tink pangyang is pulling the whole of all guys team down.. cos he dunno wat he is doing.. and he is not putting in enough effort.. i told laura straight in e face she have to do something about her costume.. cos i farking dun believe she can dance with thin heels.. like how? she is so conscious bout her shoes la..

anywae.. we had prac today.. at smu.. some things are like ppl dun put in effort until they get scream.. then they realise the importance and seriousness.. so like yah.. again.. waiting for ppl to breast feed them.. come on.. my boobs quite flat lo.. not enough to feed so many times can.. it's going out of shape le lo.. wahaha.. doing miming very hard man.. ppl have to lose their cool before something gets done..

went shopping with jie jie after my dance.. and she bought me earrings.. loves to jiejie.. she listened to all my complains today.. and there she comes tagging at my blog.. pls note.. pm is my jiejie.. pm = peiming.. haha.. besides jiejie.. there have been nice ppl ard.. like bran.. and xian..constantly checking if i m alright.. and yang.. trying hard to pump back motivation into me.. but yea.. it jus doesnt work.. pissed off with everything in dance.. like give also wrong.. dun give also wrong.. if u all dun appreciate then JUS DUN TAKE k...

jie jie randomly asked hu going for my concert.. i named out for her.. and when i mention thong ler.. she actually heard it as donald.. omfg.. i was like laughing my heads off at her.. but come to think of it.. it sounds like.. from now on.. he shall b name e DUCKY.. i didnt have the idea of writing the ducky word on the envelope for the concert tickets.. but he gave me e idea.. coolness.. wahaha.. tt shall be it man..

thanks to all who is coming for my concert.. tzeni.. yongliang.. eric chia.. brandon(although he didnt say.. but i know he will go)..thongler.. hian chuan.. one dot(ler'er fren).. isabelle.. jocelyn.. richie.. glen.. xingan.. chxian and not forgetting darling jiejie.. muacks to all.. :)

tomolo another dance day.. hope it would be better.. cos onli meeting funksoul.. well.. afterall.. they are not so agressive and political.. and yea.. some of them in sub comm.. so they also understand things..better than ppl living in their small teenie weenie world.. not opening up themselves..

my ankle is getting worse.. although i have ankle guard.. but yah.. but i guess i should be more worried about breaking down mentally now.. rather than worried bout breaking down physically..

i need strength to go on....

Yxiaopei'er♥

Saturday, October 14, 2006

today is definitely not a good day.. everyone is so scare tt i will turn crazy anytime due to strees and pressure and small irritating stuffs tt is happening in the dance team.. and yea man.. i m worrying about myself too.. when m i going to b bonkers? when i m facing dancers with half fuck attitude.. somemore.. is seeing them everyday.. ppl with no sense of urgency and no discipline to come on time for training or to get farking priorities into their farking mind.. THEY ALL SUCKS BIG TIME.. i guess everyone in dance team is oreadi expecting a fantastically cool entry from me today.. and yes.. look forward to it..

we got screwed by ryan today.. and it was a real bad one.. i cant remember when was the last time he walked out on us.. with a angry and disappointment face.. no one or specific groups shall b mention.. but dun u all think that u all have no farking sense of urgency.. for ur info.. concert is not 6 months away.. is 6 days.. and what u wanna achieve in this 6 days? doing full out? or jus marking thru ur steps? forgetting formations.. unable to execute steps in full out.. not tt i m perfect.. but at least show some effort..

everyone is hoping to have a second day concert.. i know.. but it came to us too late.. and the school is not promising us anything.. tt's wat piss the dancers off.. i know.. the school set the rule tt if we wanna b the first cca group to have a 2days concert.. we must have at least 250 ppl on the waiting list who is able to come.. but now.. no one can confirm.. but they wan a second day.. from a dancer point of view.. it makes sense too.. if we dun confirm tt we have a second day of concert.. how can they confirm with their frens.. and if u cant convince ur fren.. how they gonna b supportive and come down and watch u dance.. yea.. both ways make sense.. but it's so irritating when things cant b compromise.. and everyone is screaming and blaming at everyone.. makes NO SENSE.. and thinks tt things are farking gonna work out tt way? NO WAY MAN.. things are not gonna happen this way one can..

instead of finding fault with all the small little loopholes tt main com left out in the concert... have u all think back of all the things tt we fought for.. no one simply sees our effort.. when u all start all the blaming and all.. does it hit u all about other feelings? how badly it hurts me.. it's like directly stabbing into my heart.. and yes.. i know u all will give explanation tt u all not referring to me.. but as in the whole main comm.. but i in the main comm wat.. so yah.. it is stil referring to me at e end of the day.. and somemore all these things are by ppl whom i considered my good frens in dance team.. it hurts me even more.. leaving me out at times.. coming out with reasons which i find more like excuses.. and jus bcos i'm main comm.. i feel u all condemn me at times.. and yea.. it reali makes me feel scare to trust u all as frens sometimes... i dun mean anything bad la.. but i reali have got no assurance of anything.. and one came screaming and shouting on the fone at me.. not giving me chances to explain anything.. and jus continue with wat u have gotta to say.. blaming is all u know.. have u tried thinking from other point of view? NO!!! u jus live in ur own world.. when u finally give me chance to talk after a long 20 mins talk.. i feel so meaningless explaining or telling u anything.. take it tt i m irresponsible or wat.. i'm oreadi stunned and shocked tt this is actually coming from my good frens.. or right now.. should say.. i dun even know whether i m stil ur fren.. or u r stil my fren.. and i cant wait to hang up on u on tt moment.. and u can stil tell me we need to talk things out in a calm way? u consider urself liddat calm? MY FOOT la..

i owe many ppl many explanations.. regardless it is things tt has gotta to do with me or things ahs nothing gotta do with me.. i jus farking gotta ans to my dancers.. the intentionally short nap from 8pm to 11pm.. was being affected to.. i cried so hard for the whole day from e time i reach home.. and cried even harder when someone jus call and scold me.. to the time i had my dinner which i also didnt eat much.. simply not in e mood.. and bath and went to bed.. cried to sleep like FINALLY.. and was woken up by at least 15 calls and dunno how many sms-es... asking about tomolo training and all.. ok.. i need to clarify things with ppl hu r plannign all these also.. i sms meiqi.. she told me she will b msging all leaders and u all volunteered it.. but it came to me tt so many ppl awaiting for the ans and call and demand so many explanations from me.. mentality tells u i'll get pissed right.. esp when u jus want a short nap but being disturbed by so many things.. and when me myself have no clue what is going on.. as in timing and all..i woke up at 930.. too irritated to sleep anymore...

explanations and explanations is all tt is being demanded from me.. like wat else.. is anyone giving me any encouragement or motivation to go on.. like farking HELL NO!!!.. all tt u all expect to c is results.. but process wise? anyone putting in any effort? or jus effort coming from mouth? totalli makes no sense.. fayanne have been nice.. for today.. comforting me and telling me not to b too affected by it.. but like how.. i gave a sarcastic comment.. cos me and yang went down to the coffee shop to arrange food for dancers and all.. giving the best budget like cutlet rice.. and burgers for them.. but yea.. can all these effort b seen? if u tell me YES.. i will reply u MY ASS!!!! but anywae.. i told fayanne.. i shouldnt have been so nice to everyone.. and i said.. i should have jus made them go to the toilet bowl and dig shits out to eat man.. and she laughed at me.. yea although i didnt find it funny but her laugh make me feel a bit better.. at least i calm down a bit..i dunno y.. she say i very funni and imaginative.. i told her i wanna stuff the dancers' mouth with shits.. and make them swallow it before they talk.. and she laughed again.. like omg.. but yah..

i off my phone the whole afternoon.. dun feel like letting anyone contact me.. i need to b in my own world.. i cried and cried.. and it's reali so tiring to cry.. it requires more energy than i dance.. i feel like running on the street like a mad woman.. and scream at everyone i c on streets.. bran have been nice in comforting me and all.. but tt didnt make things better.. he wanted to come down and acc me.. but i jus dun feel like stepping out of the house.. somemore i cry until the whole face is red.. like a swollen pig.. i wont wanna go out in tt condition.. anywae.. the day is jus bad..

all guys team lost the concert cd.. makes me day even worse.. they were the last one at the dance studio.. but out of 9 guys.. none actually bother to check the player when they left the studio.. and none bother to take initiative to keep the cd.. so wat.. as the in charge.. m i suppose to spoon feed u all? u all want me to breast feed u all not?? i be ur nanny la..fark HELL la.. can u all jus DUN call urself guys? u all r jus a DISGRACE to guys la.. total there's 3 cds.. and now i onli got one with me.. the other 2 missing one is the cd with all the other 3 teams' songs inside.. the one tt is being passed to me today.. is the all guys team cd.. and c.. u all onli care bout urself.. total selfishness.. no sense of responsibility. and it's reali getting on my nerves tt such things can actually happen.. and there is actually comments coming to me saying.. it's because i dun wanna b responsible tt y i pass it to u wat but now i still have to take responsilbility.. come on la.. dun make it sound like it's my fault lo.. and it's definitely not a WISE choice to piss ryan further now telling him tt we lost the cd.. he is jus gonna screw us again can..

tt's it.. i gonna end today's entry.. nothing nice is being mention here.. but alot of ugly things.. but yea.. i dun give it a shit.. facts are mention.. and my personal feelings plsu opinion.. i shall jus go into my own world again.. kisses the world goodbye..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Friday, October 13, 2006

poor sam got scolded by the hawker centre auntie jus bcos she dun understand her chinese.. fierce auntie.. roars (learn from xian de).. we went concourse to buy gifts for special guest performers.. cute highlighters bought..

yang and me had a nice chat at prata shop while with xingan and xian.. they going for my concert.. woohoo.. next tues i dun feel liek going for IMF grand dinner.. i wanna attend full dress rehearsal.. it's damn impt to me la.. anywae.. having second day of concert.. which not confirm when.. damn messy.. haiya.. should not mention..

while ppl mug over exams and tests.. pei'er mugs over camp reports and camp survey forms.. :(

quote of the day: The Show Must Go On.. (Production crew's slogan)

Yxiaopei'er♥

Thursday, October 12, 2006

dance day.. i did STUNTS again today.. usual.. first attempt was a nice and beautiful one.. manage to stay there for my hand stand.. and second time i did.. i flipped over.. and because i panic.. i LET GO of my hand.. and i LANDED on my BACK.. with a super loud bang tt shocked everyone in the dance studio..farking pain.. i can feel all my internal organ had the jerk the moment i fell.. i was so scare tt i will vomit out blood man.. but i did not.. phew..ryan was listening to his ipod.. when i fell and he suddenly stopped and stare blank at me.. omfg.. i didnt reali feel e pain until evening.. if those hu went out with me do realise.. i cant stand straight.. cos my back hurts..

at night day out with joan eric-chia yongliang eeling(liang's gf) bran and sally.. to ktv.. it jus wasnt the right time.. cos from the point i go in.. i start receiving lotsa call.. until joan was quite irritated with me.. and ask me.. can i jus shut me phone and settle everything tomolo? but yah.. there are impt things tt needs to b settled and COMMUNICATION is very impt esp when a group comes tog and plan something.. wasnt reali in e right mood today.. i was moody for the whole day.. stoning daydreaming.. didnt speak a word to bran at ALL for the entire night..seeing him = MEMORIES flowing back.. flooding my mind.. i realli realli misses him..

when i went home.. i cried.. because of alot of things.. my ankle is in pain.. my back is in pain.. under stress and tolerating UNREASONABLE scolding by some farking bimbo.. and frens ard me are driving me CRAZY.. can i have no frens at all? jus leave me to b a loner? i feel so SCARE talking to anyone now.. hu can i trust.. i realli miss him.. i used to b able to pour out everything and he will jus listen.. but now.. everything is like within me.. EXPLODING anytime.. after concert.. i hope i will b a happier xiaopei... ENDURANCE.. and those hu i oreadi CONSIDERED out of my life.. pls jus leave forever and DUN COME BACK.. if u all cant b bothered to ask or care.. neither do i.. (belle will understand).. it all lies in ur ATTITUDE..

"Bao -er is damn secretly hyper happy today...AND I KNOW Y!!! " WAHAHAHAHAH (quoted from isabelle)

going off.. i need to lie down and rest.. ankle going to fall apart like anytime.. and i'm worried bout my back.. it's reali damn pain.. i cant sit straight.. cant bend and all.. every position activates the pain.. can someone jus do me a favour by DESTROYING the whole of me?

Yxiaopei'er♥

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

another day of dance.. so much fun with all the concert ppl.. they totalli ROX.. ryan asked seniors to stay back and talked to us.. about lotsa things.. we also update him on wat's going on in the dance team.. nice chat.. :)

we did our lamp post today.. haha for FUNKSOUL de props.. the top part of the lamp post look like one big spoon.. which can possibly contain 1litres of water.. wahaha..shall update the photos another day..

my leg is not getting better.. even right before the full dress rehearsal starts.. it hurts like hell lots.. and during one of the steps in the finale.. i coludnt balance properly and fell back.. luckily i manage to balance in time.. if not.. (dun dare to imagine).. i stoned there for like seconds before coming back to reality.. haha..

KH coming down again tomolo.. the guy tt can make the whole FUNKSOUL go CRAZY over him.. haha.. oh well.. looking forward to tomolo..

quote of the day: dun bother to ask if u dun mean it..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

my leg.. cool?
swollen like pig's leg





liang's pressie for me.. :)
tee-shirt from Zara








another girls day out with the FUNKSOUL ppl for COSTUME searching.. we all got what we wanted.. cool shit.. hope we wont get screwed tomolo.. had so much fun onli onli me jean and sam.. crazy gals.. and sam.. for ur info.. yi li sa bai = ELIZABETH... yi li bai sa = a grain of sand.. wahaha.. we was laughing like hell la.. i bought 2 new pants for dance.. cool shitty.. one turqoise and one green..we shop the whole fareast and i bought my new MISSHA eyeliner plus my head band.. woohoo.. and we headed down to army market..

JONATHAN (e boy i teaching tuition) is so so so so so chatty.. he took 1.5 hours to finish a 100 words compo.. cos he toks too much.. and nvr write anything.. omg.. after like half an hour.. he stil at the second sentence.. FAINTS...

met LIANG aka TURTLE for supper.. woohoo.. like finally.. ever since hols.. we haven been contacting.. haha.. but yah.. we finally did.. he pass me my BDAE presie.. and he brought his new GF along.. which made me feel so like a lightbulb.. but his gf is pretti.. name call eeling... full of envy.. the moment the topic came to bran.. for the rest of the supper time.. i stoned there.. i miss him.. i feel like denying it.. but yah.. i reali misses him.. liang took me for a SPIN.. fantastically cool.. he drove very very fast at the highway and he ask me if i m scare... and i was like no.. i trust his driving skills.. and it's damn fun.. i love going for spins.. anywae.. when we were finally back at my house.. he have probs u-turning from the carpark and i keep giving signals.. front back.. and all.. damn funni.. and finally.. with GREAT skills.. he managed to get going.. haha

i finally visited the chinese physician today and as promised.. REPORTED to ler'er.. haha.. the doctor crack here crack there.. damn painful sia.. how i wish he was there for me.. haiz.. anywae.. i feel so much better for the whole day after visiting the physician.. at night when i bath.. i wet my bandage and i have to CHANGE the bandage.. but after i take out le.. i realise i DUNNO how to wrap a bandage.. omg.. so i jus anyhow anyhow lo.. haha.. as long as i feel comfortable can oreadi.. hope it will get well soon.. tomolo FINALE piece plus FULL DRESS rehearsal.. woohoo.. looking forward to another dance day.. wat would become xiaopei once the concert is over.. wat would become xiaopei once she have to go for attachment and drift away from tp dance ensemble? i hate to visualise this.. i will HATE myself.. :(

anywae.. i m stil a happy gal.. liang's spin trip made my day.. and the gals made my day too.. although we walked alot and my leg hurts but yah.. JEAN and SAM ROX...

Yxiaopei'er♥

Monday, October 09, 2006

while waiting for tt damn big folder to load.. here i m.. back to blogging to keep myself awake.. it is now 215am...haha.. and while waiting.. read alot of blogs.. and found out.. those frens hu i have neglected due to my commitments of dance.. have still been so caring and thoughtful.. for the whole hols.. i didnt contact any poly frens except bao'er cos of imf.. and i tout they will forget me.. cos they had so many private outings which no one bother to ask me.. they dun wan me le.. but anywae.. i'm busy also la.. i quite sad of being neglected and throw aside until i read jas kee blog.. she remember my bdae.. and one special post to wish me happy bdae.. and yea.. tears rolled down.. and continued reading other blogs.. and realise hui also remember my bdae.. omg.. and i m crying oreadi.. she even wrote tt i m a nanny tt watch her grow up from pri to sec to poly.. omg.. i reali didnt realise me and this grp of frens have been thru so much.. love u hui.. but hate u for making me cry.. me and xian and hui and ping(xingan) have known each other since primary school.. got into same sec.. got into same click of frens.. and till now.. and to the future.. thru xingan's blog.. i realise she has been quite sad and unhappy.. i feel so guilty not being there for her.. too committed to my dance things.. neglect too many ppl.. even my best poly fren liang.. who have been trying means and ways to ask me out.. but i jus cant spare the time.. i feel guilty.. xingan.. sorry to u.. for not being there when u needed me.. i will reflect and shall love u even more k.. although have been meeting up with u quite often now.. but yet didnt realise u r unhappy.. slaps myself..
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Yxiaopei'er♥

woohoo.. another day.. rewarded myself by buying lotsa stuffs to make up for the unhappy day.. was at fayanne office with the gals.. unice.. jean aka boobie gal.. and rinna aka goth gal.. and sam.. the super real 100% bimbo gal.. haha... we had lotsa stuff to edit and churn out alot of things for concert program booklet.. the gals were great.. helped alot.. coming with the concert t-shirt design.. the compass form.. the lanyard and the program booklet.. on and off.. we had so much fun.. and yes.. we did not mess up ur table.. we pack everything nicely before we go..

gals headed down to bugis.. in my logic.. the so call "ah lian" place.. and yes.. right till today.. i still tink it's quite ah lian.. though there are pretty cool stuffs there also.. realise tt me and unice style quite sama.. we always aim the same thing one lo.. omg.. haha.. bought 2 tops and a bottom.. lalalalala.. happiness...we ate curry fish head at some indian place.. a place where u can onli c teeth without human face.. wahaha.. and the ppl there were reali frenly.. over frenly should say.. so scary.. haha.. i guess we enjoyed ourselves pretty much.. and jean babe kinda sad.. cos she couldnt get her pants for concert.. sayang.. tomolo we go find again k...

i feel like stabbing myself to death.. i cant find my one gig thumb drive.. arrrghh.. after searching like everywhere.. i gave up.. so irritating.. i need to save all the photos for ryan la.. shall tink of soemthing tomolo.. haiz.. dumb me.. i hope it is not in my pencil case.. cos my pencil case is with yang and i can onli get back from her on sat.. cos tt's e onli day she comes down for dance.. and my matric card is with alice.. and she's away to KL.. omg.. my things is like everywhere.. like a human without body.. haha.. come back to me..

thongler say he will come for my concert.. yay.. haha.. coolness.. and i got other frens coming too.. jiejie frens oreadi buy tickets from me oreadi lo.. they super on sia.. my jiejie also damn on.. she jus tell me.. u give me 15 tickets.. i help u sell.. she say will get cheerleading ppl to go.. coolness.. haha..

and tomolo morning.. seriously gonna c doctor before heading down to meet the gals.. cos it's damn pain.. if not cannot dance le la.. i dun wanna kiss the concert goodbye... NOOOoooOOO!!! pris is so nice.. she volunteered to help me open studio cos she'll b in skool to do the props.. and she told me i dun need to go school open studio.. and she also volunteered to buy coffee for ryan.. when tt suppose to b my job.. haha.. anywae.. the sub comms have reali been nice.. esp today.. when i m farking down with all paperworks.. and i know yang will come and read my blog.. yang.. no worries.. concentrate on ur attachment.. we will help u settle ur concert.. and i understand ur frustration about the program booklet.. cos today i also do until wanna vomit blood out.. 6 hours on it.. stab me pls...

liang ask me to meet him tomolo.. he say he wanna pass me my bdae present.. i stil cant believe he actually bought me a top.. and i wonder how tt top will look like.. haha.. anywae.. not confirm.. depends on hwo things go.. :)

Yxiaopei'er♥

Sunday, October 08, 2006

day out with jie jie and xian.. it's quite awkward at first cos the both of them dun dare to talk to each other.. but things get better after a while and they started crapping.. jie jie is forever claiming tt she is frenly.. although she is.. but to some ppl onli.. haha.. we had lotsa fun going down to chinatown.. but i guess except for the eating time.. the rest of the period is quite boring for jie jie.. cos she is not into those bead stuffs and all.. xian and i bought quite alot of things.. haha.. we were at mix and match and xian bought a pair of kitty which the person forgot to help her to pack in.. she was so angry cos she onli found out when she got home.. haha.. and she was scolding and scolding in msn.. as she scolds.. i m laughing my way thru.. it's jus so hilarious.. i mean the way she scolds.. with all her funni vulgarities.. and she can actually get so agitated over two kitty beads.. haha.. omfg.. and yah.. before i went home.. i bought portugese egg tarts.. yumilicious..

kisses JESSI goodbye.. she is officially OUT of the dance concert because of her SIP (attachment).. what i heard is tt she wasnt performing reali well in her attachment.. thus her leave was not granted and there is no way she can perform in concert.. sobz.. after all the effort and hard work tt she has planted in. like so wasted.. FUNKSOUL shall miss u.. take care k.. she msg us to tell us bout it.. and yes.. i can feel tt she very sad.. i m equally sad.. afterall she is a dancer who have been thru with me t for the first concert (GEM1) when we were in year 1.. most of e other dancers left oreadi.. now left onli.. me jessi joan roy meiqi carryn anjula guowei.. tt's about all i tink.. in addition to tt.. jessi is the same BATCH of dancer as me.. omg.. i shall stop here.. i'm reali getting very emo over this..

dance paper work.. i m damn freaking BLUR.. jus feel like slapping myself hard.. i forgot to bring my thumbdrive my pencil case and the survey form(which i need for my camp report) home.. i left ALL at fayanne's office..arrrggghhh.. i end up not being able to do anything.. except the concert COMPASS form.. which is like finally done.. hee.. claps for pei.. tomolo is a day out for dance things.. meeting the FUNKSOUL gals.. which happens to b in my sub comm also.. to do the concert LANYARD thingy.. which i haven even DESIGN but yah.. will get it done tomolo morning lo.. and after which going to search for COSTUMES.. wed is our FULL DRESS rehearsal oreadi.. we better get started off before ryan reali decides to screw us.. wahaha.. and i realise funksoul ppl are getting very fanscinated over white pants.. tt includes ME.. cos i find it nice.. but we r doing floorworks.. and like stunts.. imagine how dirty ur white pants can b.. but yah.. will c how tomolo.. looking forward to tomolo.. hope it's a great day ahead...

Yxiaopei'er♥

Saturday, October 07, 2006

another long day out.. funk jazz in e morning.. and she taught us diff choreo.. total coolness.. i prefer today's one compared to yest one.. both not bad.. jus tt i like e style for today's one.. ryan was here too.. and the translator seriously cant speak proper english.. omg.. he dunno wat is hips.. and he actually refer it as "tt part".. totalli like EH?!?! haha.. hilarious.. she danced for us at e end.. and she's so good... omg.. ODAN SAORI!!!!

concert tickets are selling fast.. left 17 booklets.. which is 170 seats.. pls hurry... today is the first day onli.. and so many tickets gone.. pls grab the tickets if u r interested to watch.. like asap k.. hee.. we r fighting for our second day concert.. it's being approved with conditions attached to it.. the condition is tt we muz finish selling the tickets.. which is like of cos.. and muz have a confirmed 250 ppl going for the second day one.. which means they must pay deposit first.. woohoo.. let's work hard..

tuition boy boy is such a cutie.. their school is on the topic of japanese world war II now.. and he keep saying he hates japanese.. and the most hilarious part is his imagination of the future.. he says he wants to create a country call the tomato town.. cos he likes tomato.. and he wanna create bomb tt looks like tomato.. which means.. outside is the tomato look and inside is the bomb.. and the bullets of the guns shall all b made of tomatoes.. wahahahahahahaha.. he's so funni la.. and he say he wanna trick japanese into eating the tomato he made.. which actually has a bomb inside.. then they will explode.. sometimes.. i reali envy them for having this kinda naive thinking.. so funni la..

out to have fun with xian laine and xingan.. we went to the new daiso.. at PS.. which is so farking small.. and so cramp..and there are cartons lying ard everywhere.. which results in customer having to walk longer way.. cos there's alot of obstacles.. but it was fun.. we saw so many things and we all got the things we want.. hee.. and yea man.. we have our fun laughing at a purple guy.. oops.. appearance lies.. and the buddha position.. i didnt mean it la.. haha..

my leg is in pain.. since the dance camp.. i tink i pulled my muscle somewhere.. and today.. mayb cos i move too much in the funk jazz workshop.. it resulted in a sprain.. which is pain like hell.. walking every step is like killing me slowly..and climbing the stair takes me a million year to get to my destination.. if it doesnt gets better tomolo.. i guess i have no choice but to visit a chinese physician.. which i seriously dun feel like.. so hope it gets better.. and i wanna b in tip top condition for the concert.. way to go...

Yxiaopei'er♥

Friday, October 06, 2006

back from dance camp.. so many things cock up.. expected though.. was totalli in bad mood.. and i need to apologise for bad attitude towards alice, my cutie babe.. and charlotte.. i tink i scared charlotte off when i raised my voice when she call me from the back.. sorry babe.. i didnt mean it.. the gals have been nice.. the main comm and joan tt grp.. keep asking me if i m alright.. i m.. jus wasnt in best of mood.. first day of camp stil have to go down for attachment interview.. damn sian lo.. miscommunications between instructors, schedules, main comm, organiser, and helpers.. all these reali get on my nerves.. but yah.. everything is over..

me and the gals spent the camp night enjoying ourselves.. celebrating mooncake fest.. using macdonalds meals to take over mooncakes.. haha.. we ordered mac and everyone was like eating so fast.. like we haven ate for anything for ten years.. damn funni la.. but we enjoyed.. we played with lanterns.. spraklers(again).. and candles.. we use the spraklers to drew out the word retard.. and yes.. of all words.. the word retard.. wahaha.. idea suggested by roy.. photo taken by carryn aka madam ostrich.. pic are with joan.. shall post another day.. and we had to draw the reflect direction.. damn fun la.. and the candle.. yes.. joan lighted up the whole stretch of staircase with candles.. omg.. i told them it looks like those charity shows.. then some artiste performing.. and i started singing the NKF charity song.. then joan act as the artiste doing some stunts.. and someone.. cant remember hu.. acted as the host and ask joan.. how many candles have u lighted.. and she ans.. i dunno.. i m so engrossed tt i forgot.. but it's ok.. wat i m doing.. is nothing compared to the unfortunates.. with those emo face..hilarious.. and someone acted as the sick patient.. saying how touched she is and things liddat.. omg.. damn funni sia..

breakfast time was back.. loren shouted at modern ppl.. cos they too pampered.. when unice say.. everyone.. help urself with the food.. then one of the modern ppl shouted.. from the table they are sitting.. i want milk.. then loren shouted back.. take urself la.. haha.. and yes.. my case.. someone.. name should not b mentioned here.. name her as hmmm.. lazy gal then... lazy gal shouted my name from her table to the table i m sitting which is like quite a distance away.. i went over.. and guess what she tell me.. she tell me tt she is making milo.. and she needs some cool water to add on the hot water.. i was like ok.. then.. then she say.. the flask boiling the hot water is placed on top of the carton of mineral water.. and i was like uh huh.. then.. she continued to ask.. can u help me remove the flask and take one bottle of mineral water for me.. i reali shouted back at her lo..as i said.. i wasnt in best of mood.. i shouted, " hello.. dun try to act taitai in front of me. if u want.. go and take urself".. hello.. camp helper NOT equal MAID can.. damn pissed la.. u all wanna act tai tai then dun come k.. usually at home.. even if i wanna eat instant noodles i also ask my mommy or elder sis to cook for me.. so wat.. i come camp.. i ask ppl to make milo for me and serve me the food? i was so pissed tt i didnt reali have the mood for breakfast and yes.. i didnt eat much.. jus one piece of bread..

the happiest moment of the camp is the tech run at auditorium 1.. on the stage rehearsing.. i like the stage feeling.. reali.. it's so nice.. and we had so much fun.. during this camp.. finally there is time where both instructors.. and fayanne and the main comm sit down and discuss everything.. isnt tt cool.. haha..

funk jazz workshop.. damn cool.. but not very jazz though.. ryan jus called and we chatted on the fone.. he is so excited bout odan saori coming la.. and he ask me to wake him up tomolo.. then he come earlier to have breakfast with odan saori.. cos odan saori will come 1.5 hours earlier to eat and to warm up and all.. so yah.. i ahve to b there early to.. she teach the choreography of one of namie's song.. known as: want me want me.. fayanne say the title of the song very irritating.. wahaha.. go youtube and c the dance.. very galish style..

tt shall b all for todae.. alot of paper work.. after camp.. muz compile survey form.. muz write report.. muz update seal points and all.. so yah.. xiaopei kisses everyone goodbye..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

recieved an unknown when i was in ntuc buying camp food(breakfast).. i called back to tt person.. and it's my lecturer.. to tell me my attachment company.. i feel so cheated about this.. cos is a gal.. my ex-classmate.. dun wan de job.. she found another company herself and she dun wanna b attached to this company.. so yah.. she did called me to ask.. but i rejected.. and she actually proposed to the lecturer.. and when the lecturer called.. he told me it was tt gal who proposed me.. i mean.. like hello.. r u asking me or deciding for me.. y is the school always liddat.. i no longer trust the school or anyone.. it's not the first time lo.. school sucks..

the attachment company is call sercel singapore.. will have to undergo training by an australian.. to brief us on our projects.. it's a microsoft project.. and tt is y i feel so stress.. no joke bout this ok.. i seriously feels tt i m not up to e job.. but yah.. it's oreadi decided.. like what else can i do now but to accept and go.. my job is to software designing.. according to what is stated.. it better not b something tt is hard.. i have to create function like retrieval.. storing info.. which means i have to use database.. anywae.. it's all about sharepoints.. those hu take major proj before will know.. AARRRGGGHHH.. i m seriously jus NOT HAPPY with everything now..

the interview is tomolo and it clashes with my camp.. and i m the organiser of the camp.. logic tells tt i have to b there.. y cant they compromise since i have oreadi given in one step by accepting the company.. they insist tt i have to go tomolo.. so yah.. i WILL go.. but in e afternoon.. and alice shall help to oversee the whole camp thing.. school still SUCKS.. i mean like where got such thing as u inform me today.. and expect me to b fully prepared for the interview tomolo? wat rubbish is tt.. and expect resume to b done.. result slips printed out.. and cca transcript also done by then.. hello.. i m not those kinda free ppl can.. i dun all the time in e world to entertain u all lo.. dun b so last minute can.. and expect ppl to compromise to ur request.. it toalli makes no sense AT ALL.. so.. the conclusion is school sucks.. haha.. i keep telling my frens.. tt i m jus gonna farking fark e boss of tt company upside down.. i m seriously pissed.. and it all happens when i m down with so much paper work..

yes.. another thing tt pissed my day.. i was in school right in e morning to open the studio and headed to fayanne(my cca in charge) office to edit the emergency form for the camp.. cos she told me she dun wan hip hop and modern to b separated into 2 list.. she wants it to b in one list.. come on la.. it doesnt makes a big diff wat.. but yah i did it.. i mean like.. modern and hip hop is reali 2 diff clubs although they r under one CCA.. but yah... wad eva.. after i compiled everything.. she told me format wrong.. *BLOOD IS BOILING.. but yah i dun blame her totalli.. and yea.. she search for the correct format for me and i got down to work like AGAIN... and i was late meeting alice to buy camp food.. sorry to xiao ai.. give u a big fat kiss tomolo k.. anywae.. this reminded me tt roy stil owe me a big fat kiss on my bdae.. he keep saying wanna give me.. end up also give nothing lo.. back to topic..when i finally met alice.. fayanne called to say.. she forgot to save the document and she closed it.. fantastically done.. so after buying food.. back to school and redo everything.. which took me quite a long time.. and i make sure i remember to save it.. lesson learnt

basically.. today is jus not my day.. it's a bad bad day..

tomolo is e camp and here i m.. rushing the funk jazz paper work.. plus camp stuffs.. plus preparing for my port folio.. and i haven pack my bag for camp..

tomolo is a formal wear day.. i remember the first formal wear pic i took.. was with liang.. which was like long long ago.. haha.. in computer lab.. i tink.. haha.. and he laughed at me for not being able to walk properly in heels.. now i can.. thanks to IMF.. cos i have to walk with heels like everyday..

pray hard attached company will b good...

belle bumped in to alice in school in e afternoon.. and alice told her i was in bad mood and i cried.. omg.. and belle actually ran all the way from biz canteen to SAA.. and her jeans was so farking wet.. jus to check on me and make sure tt i was fine.. i wasnt reali crying.. jus unhappy bout things.. and tears drop.. i refused to admit tt i cried in e first place.. but in e end.. in msn.. i did.. haha.. and she was like.. i knew it.. but thanks belle.. i reali love u..

Yxiaopei'er♥

Monday, October 02, 2006

belle got me sparklers.. she's so romantic la.. wahaha










cake by xingan laine hui and xian










by belle.. haha.. part of my bdae present..










from bran.. the flower tt makes my day.. thanks..










present by xingan and xian and laine and hui.. hand made necklace.

xiaoai also made me earrings and bought me a top.. shall update the photos another day.. dozing off now..




many events coming up.. we have yet to come up with dance team name.. this and that and everything.. fayanne jus came up with a long checklist and emailled us.. and told us to check.. omg.. tt's like so freaking scary.. so many things to do and read and confirm.. arrrggghhh.. yang and alice.. r u all breaking down oreadi?

coming wed and thurs is dance training camp.. i finally settled my food.. tomolo going with alice to buy supper and breakfast.. wahaha... all eat roti with kaya k.. haha.. fayanne suggested cuo noodles.. but no.. we must budget budget.. haha..milo for all..

coming fri and sat is the funk jazz workshop.. also under me.. omg.. fainting soon.. but after this week.. i guess i'll b much relaxed after all these.. need a short break.. break free from everything.. to b in a world of my own for a day.. jus a day is enough.. i m not complaining.. but i jus feel like resting at home for one whole day..

whole family going to malaysia this fri.. to attend a cousin's wedding.. daddy and i not going.. cos i got something on.. so yah.. will b lonely for the weekend.. sun is the day i m going to stone at home.. alone.. haha.. so cool la..

Yxiaopei'er♥

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