Monday, January 02, 2012
Year 2011 has been a roller coaster year... with many emotions involved, many uncertainties, many surprises....
in my career, i have yet again, achieved what i want, who i wanna be and still working towards a higher goal... i have moved on from just an admin girl to a full time sales executive... doing regional sales has been tiring yet so great... i travelled round the world... and these exposures will definitely bring me to another greater height.. thank you boss for all these opportunities... i believe we will fight more battles together in Year 20112. i m looking forward to it...
one of my resolutions in 2011 is to travel to at least 4 countries and surprisingly, i way exceeded it... in Year 2011, i have been to manila x2, jakarta x3, vietnam x2, australia x 2(Sydney 2 times and perth 1 time), Christchurch New Zealand x1, Hong Kong x2, Desaru Malaysia x1, china x 1(shanghai, zhengzhou, suzhou, guangzhou). What an amazing year of travel... thank you boss for the opportunities... and frens who travelled with me...
in my personal life... i had a wonderful year with my family, spending more with them as compared to past years... and i feel that this effort paid off. A family who has always been so supportive and be with me... a family that makes me feels home... a family that makes me feels that simplicity is the best happiness that can ever happen...
in 2011, i ended the longest relationship i had in my life, with Melvyn... there were alot of struggles, even till this day... complex emotions within me... as much as i love him still, i know it's gonna b a tough journey ahead if we continue this relationship... we have been through alot yet again... once and again... accumulation of disappointment leads us to where we r today... i have to admit... till now, i do not know what to do... it has ended yet not a complete end... i wanna get him totally out of my life but yet i know i can't... at least not for now... i feel like giving him another chance but yet again, he can't get anything right...not enough to convince me.. in the last few minutes of year 2011, me and him wrote our new year's resolution together, like how we did in the past... both of us mentioned nothing about us... it's an indication that this is really the end, isn't it? this is a real goodbye...i shall leave it to fate... and also.. to start fighting for myself... for my happiness... i guess the only person who understands this is isabelle...
in year 2011, me and belle struggled a tough year studying, fighting hand in hand together... at the same time of it, we have strengthened our friendship more... and makes me treasure her even more... besides my mum.. the only one who is always there for me... even wee hours when i needed her... thank you isabelle for being such a great fren... i love u and will always do... if someday u decide to go hong kong and work... i will give u my best support and visit u very very often... :)
in year 2012, i aim to set another high goal for career... and to buy a car (very likely to get one).... start my savings.. at least a bit bit... spend more time with frens... more vacations and of cos the graduating trip with isabelle... and i hope to get better health this year... and of cos... i hope to have a better year in relationship... to find my mr. right...
i love my life... and i m looking forward to a better 2012!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥
