FRUSTRATED.. over many things.. jus one email from her.. almost manage to drive me crazy.. how to get ppl to realise the urgency of time.. time doesnt stop for us.. u know? excuses doesnt help to cover up ur mistakes.. u know? u know how irritating it is to b rushing everything out.. and then stagnant there.. waiting for ur reply.. and get nothing out at the end of the day.. and we r suppose to b very efficiency when it comes to ur paperwork.. do u set an example.. one event can make u stagnant there for a week.. not doing anything at all? mayb i dun understand or wat.. but to me.. tt is total bullshit.. my blood is boiling till the top of my brains now.. and after deadline tt u suppose to help me submit.. u can come and tell me u haven submitted.. wth is this man.. not even apologising.. and u happily forgot bout it.. fark U!!!! and u dun even feel guilty bout it.. tt's e worst thing.. take it like nothing has happen.. pls wake up.. something has happen k.. omg omg omg.. get away from me..

life is a long journey.. with ups and downs.. sorrows and happiness..
hope mommy will be alright... she still have a long way to go..
my current mood = moody + worried + sad
mommy got admitted into the hospital.. for a minor operation..
though it is minor.. but i m still worried..
i mean it's normal to be worried.. but yah..
i feel guilty.. for not treating her better..
i'm like the worst person on this earth tt can ever exist..
and worst stil everything clashes in this week..
mommy hospitalised + jam and hop performance..
everyone ard me keep telling me i need to prioritise..
i know.. but i dun wan neglect dance..
to me.. i feel tt it's a very irresponsible act if i totalli ignore dance..
i understand the dancers will understand.. but i jus dun feel good..
but i also never neglect mommy wat..
realli.. have been spending time with her..
i m emo now.. leave me alone.. to sort things out..

the only time i reali feel like updating my blog is when there is a reason for me to update.. and well.. i found one today.. millions thanks to tt farker kok wei who manage to turn my mood totalli upside down.. y cant one does some self reflection before opening his mouth to blurt out blaming on others? u tink ur attitude in dance is good? for ur info.. u sucks big time.. look at E attitude u gave on sat.. totalli urge me to slap u in the face u know..and hello.. get this clear.. i m not the only eyes who saw what u did.. and there is no way u can deny it off.. and yet u r trying.. but too bad.. it doesnt work.. u loser.. excuses is all u can crap up with.. anything new to entertain me? oh well.. i guess u r not tt talented of trying something new either.. and for ur info.. i have every single right to pull u out from any performance.. let alone now is u wanna back out and comes back and bark like a mad dog.. r u insane? u totalli look like one u know.. like TOTALLI...i m not abusing my authority as a main comm or wat.. but u jolly well get this clear tt u r e one hu started all this nonsense and back out.. jus go back and hide urself in ur ASC performance.. and stop making a shame out of urself can.. i feel shame for u lo.. seriously.. what's with tt mentality tt u can dance well.. putting ur nick in msn... "m i a good dancer?".. can i tell u straight into ur bloody assy face.. tt the ans is NO!!!!!!!! mayb counting from the last.. u have the chances of being the lousiest dancer but definitely not the best.. the best is out of question for u..

DO U SIMPLY HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I HOPE U R RIGHT NOW READING MY BLOG.. I M FUMING MAD.. AND I WANT U TO KNOW HOW IRRITATED I M.. AND HOW DISGUSTING AND TURN OFF U CAN BE? IN CASE U HAVE NO IDEA OF HOW BAD U R? HELL IS THE PLACE FOR U MAN.. GET A LIFE!!!!!

playing around with images.. and this is the company logo tt we tested on..different colour schemes..

life have been fun.. hanging out with dance ppl.. like the funksoul gals and raaz they all.. full of nonsense one lo.. haha.. days are good.. working everyday.. and yes.. i need sleep..

belle has been rather stress over choir stuffs and all.. she will break down any single moment.. i m worried.. seriously.. where's the crazy belle? she reminds of the the cjddk song.. haha.. belle.. jiayou.. tomolo is ur day...

why r some ppl jus so rigid.. randomly calling my phone.. when my supervisor is like standing right behind me.. and when i hang up ur call.. u still call and call.. u understand not.. i m working lei.. not on holiday lei.. if i dun ans.. means i doing something impt right.. and since this thing drag for so long le.. i onli request for one more day's grace.. izzit tt hard? and u say the laminator company closes at 530pm.. i off work and 515.. i even volunteered to take cab down tomolo to collect.. what else u wan.. y i can compromise to ur request but yet u so stubborn.. refuse to jus give us one more day... keep saying everything muz by today.. i oreadi ask le wat.. reali no one time table can make it down today.. wat u one.. jus kill me la.. c u can get anything done not.. hmmmph!!!! seriously.. dun test my patience lo.. i can seriously jus hack care and ignore ur words.. but did i? first time u call.. i everything also ok ok.. and even say sorry... pi la.. and realise not.. e place is not like opp my house.. it's at buona vista can.. it's at the other side of singapore.. IRRITATING.. reali u know.. sometimes talking to u = killing my brain cells..

got my last bdae present for the year... from jonathan.. cutie lip blam's.. nice shower soap.. and hand cream.. haha.. thanks jon.. no worries.. i'll finish eating them real soon..

pardon me for my frankness of condemning city harvest.. u understand how i feel.. cos u once had tt feelings before.. but i dun condemn u as a fren.. tt's for sure.. cos i know.. u r a nice fren..

performances have been successful.. full of praises and thanks from everyone.. the chairwoman of the ASEAN Women association.. and the ppl from kovan paya labar cc.. i guess the gals r more confident now.. :)

met up with ler'er on fri night.. and sam had a fun time entertaining him with her bus guide.. haha.. cant forget his shocked reaction.. he's laughing like mad la.. and sam was so paiseh.. but she's cute la.. she foreva one lei..we cracked alot of jokes.. and i tink we laughed more than we eat.. but yah..got a special present from ler'er which i shall not mention.. damn paiseh la.. haha.. anywae.. thanks.. it's damn cute lo.. met up with hc also.. and he drove me home.. went the wrong way.. and i tink his merz too comfy.. i dozed off in his car.. wahaha.. damn tired la..

the rest of the days have been busy with dance stuffs.. calculation of digits and all.. i can c receipts flowing in my mind now.. and c money signs everywhere.. surrounding me.. this has became my nightmare.. and yup.. weekends.. met up with the gals.. xingan and xian.. and also with raazmy mel xyz (his real name).. and their fren boon bing.. they r fun ppl to b with.. reali lo.. they r god damn funni.. i admire yz for his passion for dance.. and his strong dance background.. worried for him as a fren bout his knee injury.. but he doesnt seem to b worried at all one lei.. weird ppl.. a bling bling mickey mouse earrings from him.. wahaha..

dinner with belley tomolo.. so looking forward to it.. miss her to max sia.. belle.. i m stil waiting for u to cook barley for me.. i love barley.. haha.. ok.. tt's all.. gonna mug over reports.. and a bit more of animations for sip.. then off to bed.. and i'll start the fresh new day tomolo.. smoothly i hope.. facing animations and animation.. pipes flowing.. company logo design and all.. haiyoyo.. my brain is flying out..

YAY!!! the company picture editted and designed with a snoopy theme.. woo lalalala..


many many updates... these few days have been dancing with the funksoul gals.. e feeling is like.. back to xiaopei again... and yea man.. i totalli enjoy it.. today.. which is later.. is the show time.. looking forward to it.. dancing with the gals.. and yes.. wed.. which is our training.. jasmine lee not sure if i'll be there.. she tried her luck.. buying mars bar for me.. cos tt's like e onli choc i eat.. yest was tp talent quest.. lucks to laura jasmine foong and rinna babes.. one thing i found out.. i didnt know so many juniors know my blog link.. until wed..and dunno where they link from.. i only remember showing jean.. now rinna.. unice.. jasmine lee all know.. wahaha.. even gucci knows.. and sam too.. haha.. but yah.. i dun mind.. i can badmouth bout u all like right in front of ur faces.. wahaha..

work wise.. finally started on the actual things.. installation for servers and all.. and then working with it.. HTML is never easy.. facing the coding practically like everyday.. but yea..we had a nice time playing.. another thing is.. we got to learn about the company politics and all.. well.. tt is something not good.. of cos.. but it's good to know what is going on ard us.. in this company.. everyone is so superficial.. we have to b on guard every single minute and second.. faints..

ok.. here it comes.. gossips and gossips.. there is this weirdo gal in my company.. i tink i mention to some before.. on wed.. she brought her toothbrush to the company to brush her teeth at the sink where ppl wash their bowls in the pentry.. disgusting.. and guess wat.. she uses the same mug to drink after she brushes her teeth.. and she claims to be the cleanest woman in the world ever.. my foot can..fark urself la.. haha.. and yea.. we found our her dark secret.. she's a snoopy fan.. come to tink of it..which auntie will actually have snoopy like all over her office walls.. and big snoopy with pinky background pasted on heroffice door.. and her mouse is also a snoopy.. and all the figurines on her tables.. wth!!!!! and geoffrey did something so lame jus to make fun of her.. he did an animation.. about the snoopy being run down by a car.. wahaha.. hilarious.. how mean can he b.. omfg.. but yah.. snoopy is the entertainer in my company now i guess...

weekends gonna b fun starting from tonight.. gonna meet lerler for dinner.. haha.. oops.. i just make his name sound gay.. wahaha.. and tomolo morning dance with the guys and qiao.. since arts retreat workshop is being cancelled off oreadi.. and meet xingan then c my sis performance.. then dinner with muji colleagues..

pei goes off for lunch and then going off for performance le.. per'er flys off...

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♥Xiaopei♥

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