Sunday, September 20, 2009
18-Sep-2009
Thank you Samuel (my boss) for being the first to celebrate my bdae for me... fantastic lunch at T3 swensens.. where 2 ppl ate 100++ dollars.. imagine the how much food we ate... hahaha..
19-Sep-2009
HAPPY 21st bdae to LORENCIA.. thanks for the invitation to the party.. i had lotsa fun catching with long lost frens like amanda... hahaha... and things turned out much better than what i tout it would be... thanks to those that made it happened.. :)
20-Sep-2009
Thank you sec sch frens for celebrating my bdae... thanks xian for organising the whole thing and almost vomit blood bcos everyone's schedule is so hard to compromise.. hahaha... thank you xingan for reserving the dinner place at brewerks.. awesome dinner... but hui missed it... thanks all for the bdae pressie... i love it to the max.... i will put in extra effort to translate the chinese words into english.. wahahahaha...
21-Sep-2009
i m going to sit on the hippo festival tour tonight (acting as a tourist).. covering 3 festivals.. hari raya puasa deepavali and mid-autumn festival.. the lights up and the story behind it is so so so cool.... i know exactly how cool it is cos i m gonna be the one tt conduct the tour in oct... :)
Yxiaopei'er♥
Monday, September 14, 2009
On leave on leave on leave... i m going on my long leave very very soon... woohoo... and this month is passing real fast.... and i tink next month is gonna past fast too.. :)
Festivals coming.... ducktour is conducting a 3 festivals light up tour.... i.e. hari raya.. deepavali.. and mooncake festival.... woohooo... it's gonna be real fun... bring ur family and frens for the tour... :)
heehee... my bdae is coming... but it's no big deal.. bcos bird dae happens every yr... this yr i promise xian and xingan i wont send aeroplane... cos they planned the celebration for me oreadi... but it clashes with suntec dance.. boohoo...
happy bdae to all september babies:
-Lorencia
- Rinna
- Beloved mummy
- Mel's sis
- monkey david
- and ME!!!
if i happen to miss out anyone.. pls dun blame me for being boxim... jus blame me for having bad memory.. hahahaha
Yxiaopei'er♥
Thursday, September 10, 2009
it's a bad day at work.. a real real bad day.. it spoils my mood so much tt i dun even feel like going for dance or to even open my mouth and tok.. an an was commenting tt i'm weird today bcos i seldom stand one corner and dun tok or laugh loudly... and she realize i was in bad mood.. and of cos.. as usual.. dance did help to make my mood a bit better... and the bully was there to have dinner with me.. and tt helps to make my mood even better.. bcos without him.. i will have a lonely sad dinner by myself..
i will b back to my original self tomorrow.. i'm promising myself... to be back to normal... alone time is needed... but i dun where to start my thoughts........... do anyone know where i shud start?
Yxiaopei'er♥
Monday, September 07, 2009
much as i would like to start off with a good week... things doesnt seems to fall in place.. or rather.. the way i wan it to be...
too much effort on others' thinking.. too much effort on compromising to what ppl expect of me.. too much effort on trying to accomodate to everyone's feeling, needs and expectations... too much of everything...
too lil effort spend on my own thinking... too lil effort spent on how i feel or how i wanna feel.. and like beautrice says.. too lil "alone time" for myself... which is so true... when was the last time i was left alone to sort out my thinking? beau also say i should sit down and re-organise my schedule.. my whole life schedule... i tink i should too... i feel like putting down everything ard me and tink tink tink.. tink hard about what went wrong.. what i wan... what is needed and not needed in my life... i need to tok to the sea.. listen to the gentle waves...
i told geraldine bout all my problems.. my concerns.. my stress.. my everything.. she replied me... "based on the xiaopei i know.. she can overcome everything"... yes i know i can.. but i m very very tired...
everytime when i m on the verge of exploding.. belle and mel is always there to calm the waves down... i will say belle understands it better.. but i know mel is putting in his best effort (by doing silly things that makes me roll my eyes)... *roll eyes is a form of respect* hahahahaha...
i will be well and up again.. back to the crazy gal tt i m.. but jus when.... time time time is needed.. needed badly...
i wan to tok to the sea...
Yxiaopei'er♥
