Friday, August 31, 2007
gone and back.. how time fast eh.. so many major changes in life this week.. it determined the past and determines the future ahead...the road ahead.. he decides to leave.. to change my fate in the company.. he has plans ahead jus like i do.. but he acted on it faster than i do.. or even before i could even react at it.. it's time i learn.. to grow up.. to grow strong.. cos he wont b there to protect me any longer.. all we r now.. is to round up his work.. putting it to an end.. and counting down to the days he's gonna leave... a short few months made me so attached to him.. we have not only became colleagues.. but frens.. or even office mistress as he loves to name me tt..misses in the wind for the soul i love.. back from far.. with great acheivements that will change his future.. unknown and mysterious... but positive with life... with someone.. stoning and slacking.. with an unclear mind.. not knowing what the future awaits her.. jus there.. waiting for days to pass.. so slowly.. so lonely.. but yet.. still so lovely.. haha.. ok.. i m random..tt's all.. angels flew pass... with saw xiaopei dancing with the marigold cow..IT'S A SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY!!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
How true is it that if you never lose something.. u will never treasure it.. he is leaving next week.. not leaving me though.. of cos not.. mauhaha.. but leaving for a performance in KL.. and now.. before he even leave.. he's took control of my mind.. he's like floating everywhere in my mind.. and even misses starts to come in..
watched the movie "Hairspray" today.. totally recommending it to those who love singing and dancing.. somehow like the high school musical kinda thing but i tink it is nicer.. it shows about racism in US..between blacks and whites.. they showed bout appearance not being the everything.. and it is the character and talents that lies within..
work hasnt been really fine.. although daniel is still as nice.. lotsa thing coming up and of cos.. i have been trying hard to b his best secretary.. billing is gonna b stressful at month ends bcos of some fark up ppl who refuse to follow procedure and choose to accumulate till end of month.. should i need to stay back to do billings.. she better wipe her ass and wait for my next report.. no doubt tt work has been irritating..but i'm glad tt in my tough periods.. there's alway random messages coming in from him which apparently gave me the chance to eat snake while replying his messages and a moment to relax..
alright.. i guess tt's all for the day.. will update soon another time when i have the mood to.. to rinna babe.. another gentle reminder.. u better do well for the comp this sat.. before i decides to slaughter u alive.. muahaha..and hello-o.. i m not emo at all.. like NOT AT ALL.. yes i know i always have tt guai lan face.. and like bu shuang everyone ard me.. but pls la.. u first day know me? my face has always been liddat.. u cant pull it any longer.. u cant squeeze it any flater.. bwaha...
ok recommendation of my fav song.. like a boy by ciara.. not a very recent song but super meaningful.. * wish we could switch up role.. and i could be that.. tell u i love u.. but when u call i never get back.. would u ask some questions like me.. like where u be...*
****SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD ACT LIKE A BOY*****
-pei'er- the marigold cow..
Yxiaopei'er♥
Saturday, August 18, 2007
suntec dance again today.. and many of my frens were in it.. FBODz had 2 teams.. and tanglin one team.. and project O ppl one team.. woohoo.. great performance out there guys.. and i saw raaz's "bf"... to b exact.. the one who openly molested him in public during our danceworks comp.. i guess raaz must b feeling hot when he saw tt guy.. like the shuang feeling rite.. haha..tt guys did solo... and he actually stick out his tongue when he dances.. like having the come fark me face.. omfg... but yea.. we had fun laughing.. and enjoying the talks.. as usual..fireworks session after tt... this time from the rooftop of the macdonalds at marina square.. i saw the place at the explanade there.. and memories came back.. i recalled the first time i saw a real fireworks season's firework.. is with my ex-bf.. Brandon.. it's like still so unforgettable.. but yea.. my hearts goes to someone elses now..whenever u try to irritate me.. u will still have ur ways to make me happy again.. and this makes me feel tt i m very "jian".. so easily contented and fall into ur lil trick.. muahaha.. tt's y i say.. i becoming more and more "jian" each day... haha.. fav phrase.. like of all..current fav song: " IT'S A SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY"
Yxiaopei'er♥
Monday, August 13, 2007
Seen it twice.. cried twice... a movie that is worth watching time and again.. 881.. no regrets.. only enjoyment.. understanding and realisation of facts in life..life has been diff for me since last week.. or it has been since the past.. jus tt mayb i m not sensitive enuff to sense it.. alot of things happened.. even in the team.. there's no more joke.. no more fun.. onli arguments over small issues.. backstabs.. only gossips and only unimportant stuffs.. sad to say.. it is leaving.. and i reali put it down totally.. weiqiang is the only one understanding all this now..planning for the future is hard.. even harder to find something tt u will reali enjoy.. what u dreamt of to b in ur sweet honeyish dream.. remains always as a dream.. and nothing else more than tt.. we live under situations.. and at times.. doesn even has a control over things.. how sad is it? the future is unclear..i m trying not to b emo.. but apparently.. those who i tout was closer to me.. like the juniors of the teams.. left.. one by one. silently.. in e dark.. unrealisingly.. i had non by my side now.. instead.. it swopped to loren and joan who has been listening to me.. and made me realise.. truths of life.. loving joan and loren.. loving roystonified to.. when i'm bored at work.. someone there to chat with.. :) loves to all..
Yxiaopei'er♥
Saturday, August 11, 2007
ANOTHER week has past.. a rather unhappy week.. though there were many happenings around.. like the big day.. NATIONAL DAY.. where everyone starts to comment that they love Sinagpore and stuffs.. well.. ask urself if tt's true.. muahaha..
apparently.. i spent my national day differently.. no celebrations for ndp and stuffss.. AAAAWWWW... so sad.. but yea.. a lunch at xyz's frens house..
things have been happening again.. and i hate bringing issues up esp issues that r SNESITIVE.. i m not trying to avoid or run away from stuffs or whatever shit that is.. but yea.. we know it's a diff we CAN'T solve.. never tried hurting u before.. i had to find the BEST time BEST location BEST way of phrasing and everything to get my message across and stuffs.. typing one message which took like 10 mins of my time jus to tink of how to phrase it in the nicest way ever.. and like yea.. dun try convincing me in something which apparently will b against my wish.. cos it doesnt work on me.. yes.. i know ppl r always saying.. like we should give and take.. but a limit to everything.. not tt i m not willing to give in.. but too big a sacrifice this time i guess(if i were to give in)..
but yea.. xiaopei'er choose to remain as the cheerful gal.. SUNTEC DANCE COMP todae.. went down to watch.. and yea.. i m frenly enough and brave enough to say hi to a few of fbodz ppl todae.. haha.. i dun y but i jus seem to b proud of myself being able to do tt.. cos i dun wan another msg coming to me about ppl commenting to my bf tt i m dao.. like hello-o.. i m not.. but yea.. back to topic.. suntec dance = waste of time.. except for 8 steps( from NRA).. the rest literally is wat i ALMOST considered as nonsense.. not knowing their steps.. forgetting steps.. dance but looking at the ground.. and shake a few times telling ppl tt they know hip hop.. ok.. this is not wat it is suppose to b.. but me raaz and rahim and lee had a good time laughing.. :)
THE END OF STORY.... how will next week be like?
Quote of the day: "Angels can fly bcos they take themselves lightly, devils fall bcos of their gravity." - G. K. CHESTERTON
Yxiaopei'er♥
Sunday, August 05, 2007
woohoo.. each time i come in here to post.. the same old line is back.. " it has really been long since the last post"... haha.. but yea.. i shall try to post more often.. provided i m hardworking enuff..work has been kinda stabled down.. but it gets sian when work becomes a daily routine of the life.. needing some extra activities to build up my rainbow life.. decided to take up some courses.. one of which tt i m super interested in.. is to learn sewing at chinatown.. i know it somehow sounds impractical or traditional or whatever shit tt is.. but yea.. u'll never knew what may comes out of it.. haha..dance has been rather slacking recently.. mayb cos there isnt any special upcoming events.. oh well.. but tt gives me more chances to take a break and recuperate from whatever i have injured in the past.. waahahahah.. and y m i so free today to update this thingy.. is bcos i m down with flu and all the shits and i got MC for a day.. so yea..new recommendation of the month: Kelly Rowland's CD..woohoo.. the songs inside.. power.. listen to songs like: Like This, Flashback and This is Love..quote of the day: "Nature is an infinite sphere of which the center is everywhere and the circumference nowhere."
Yxiaopei'er♥
