Sunday, June 04, 2006
my day was relaxing...
i have no freaking idea y...
suppose to b stress and force myself staring at lecture note.. tut and prac..
but yah... e mood is jus not there...
dance is in a total mess now... although getting better..
everything piecing up again...
but a day without confirmation of everything = one day of worry..
in return of my worries...
i got a bouquet of flowers from brandon...
haha... shocked when the flowers came to my house.. looking for xiao pei..
i reali stare at the lady blankly lo.. haha...
the flowers make me smile for the rest of the day.. like a stupid fool.. luckily my father.. hu happen to c it.. didnt ask anything.. otherwise.. i tink i will b lost for words..
the words on the card stated," Dear girl, after a few days of unhappiness, here is a dozen of roses to cheer you up. hope u like it! smile! will always be there for you...Love boy..."
haha... so touching eh...
guess how bran know my address?
a million thanks to my sis...
she confessed it herself... i didnt ask...she was the culprit hu gave the adress out... and she turn herself in.. haha...
wtf... she sister until liddat... and she admitted this is not her first time...
which made me puzzled.. so when was the first time?
and she say it was sam... hu msg her and ask...
but i'm curious how sam got my sis number... weird.. nvm...
i know they got their own ways... sam is the first guy who gave me flowers... and bran was the second...sam gave me a day before valentine...
jon teached me alot of things today...
wsad... the killer subject..
and i reali put in my heart and soul to study there for a few hours..
serious studying k.. not play play one hor...
haha.. cos in my heart... e determination is there le...
i needa prove ppl wrong!!!!
i stil veri sore bout tt incident...
though i told fayanne i will recover from it..
but... can i reali recover? forget the whole incident? possible?
the scar is there le lo.. will b foreva there... even after i graduate... i have to admit... i m utterly disappointed in anything tt is regarding dance now..unless someone somethings somehow can convince me tt things arent tt bad as i tink..
all i have to do.. is tink of u.. i tink of u..
and it's gone...
like u chase away the storm...
making it all ok....
i tink of u.. i tink of u..
and i'm strong...
and i know i can go on...
it;s like u set me free..
when life gets the best of me..
how i tink of u....
Yxiaopei'er♥
