Friday, June 09, 2006
term test is finally over...seems like a gone case for most subjects...my hard work of proving others wrong stil seem to turn out in a total mess...what done is done... things shall remain...shall look forward and face the reality bravely and face the music after tt.. hahahad the problematic performance yesterdae...phew... a sigh of relief... it's like... finally over...alot commented it's good.. not bad... but hmmm... ok la...thru this performance... i learned something new too...some dancers in the team r jus so fake...jus so fake... cant stand them... those hu claimed to b backstabbed r usually the backstabbers themselves..i shall not mention names... like i say.. reflect...if ur purpose of being fren with me and nice with me for some reasons or wat..which i cant fiure out too.. jus forget it.. i rather lose this fren...i know u r not an easy person and i will stay away from u from on...jus wanna let u know.. i m not stupid either... jus hope tt things will b smooth ahead... seems a bit impossible..but yeah.. stay positive... say optimistic... sounds like lying to myself eh?haha...went to chuan modern dance class today... at sdt(s'pore dance theatre)...quite fun... learning basic technique.. it's jus like another new experience...enjoyed it... and it's like a meeting up session between me and xinyi...cos... we have not met up for a long time... missing her.. missing the young days...xinyi joke of the day:xinyi: so seng and zhao ming is how many years apart?pei: one year lo.. one is 85 one is 84..XINYI: SO MEANING THEY R NOT TWINS AR?pei: (thinking)... tt's like bloody obvious... haha...xingan: *burst out laughing...dance concert has been postponed to a later date...from july to oct.. wat a great diff...what we wanted in the first place.. but toothless bimbo say cannot...now she say can again... wat is her farking prob.. i dunno...but at least in e end she is nice.. so i shall b a bit nicer to her too?i'll try to... haha... try k...as a result of tt... my dance camp shall b postpone too..yipee ya yo... claps...i haven get down to serious preparations la..mon having meeting with main comm ppl and her...and it's gonna b another long hours meeting...dun feel like going.. cos most of the time.. there's no conclusion after e meeting...so redundant... but i shall jus drag my heavy feet there and give opinions...muz have faith in main comm ppl... work as a team...i dunno even know how long can i stay in this team...*sigh...
Yxiaopei'er♥