Thursday, June 01, 2006
today is a super bad day.. almost got the urge to break down...esp when belle was listening to my prob... she can sense tt i m breaking down soon..i jus yearn for some understanding....fayanne(CCA in charge).. i tink she is putting alot of pressure on me..i hope she understand.. some things i cant decide by myself...i have to respect the dancers opinion too..actually grad ceremony.. we suppose to do 6 june and 8 june..but in e end she say 6 june no need.. cos they found performers..then now they ask us to perform again... cos they tink we r more professional..then i say cannot.. she say we dun have a choice since we agreed to do tt time..but have it ever can across ur bloody mind tt when we agreed tt time. we got time to prepare..now got not? dun have lo..and all our tests clash with tt timing.. so she say she arrange us to take another day.. wtf..nvm.. since liddat i agreed.. after asking the dancers...and then she know we agreed le.. she ask if we wanna take over modern dance slot for 7 june...cos she say her boss tink hip hop more popular.. wants us to perform more..so wat.. meaning hip hop is popular and have to gain more popularity.. and leave modern to die instead of catching up with us?tt's total rubbish... and i feel tt e more i give in.. e more she request... feel like asking her.. can u b contented?and early in e morning today.. i went to fay office to get scolding...how cool is tt?cos ryan instructor fees got prob...then she say me and yang nvr coordinate properly..bla bla bla... hy and i decided tt we shld sit down and talk to her some day..cos yang tink she controlling too much..last year she nvr control us so much...wad eva it is... it's jus a totally bad day.. spoilt by everything...luckily at night i manage to meet my xingan... who manage to cheer me up a bit...she e most innocent person ever... hu means no harm... naive gal.. haha... she is sincere...and wen eva i m down.. she's e first person tt came to my mind to talk to..though sometimes she dun understand wat i m saying.. but she stil lends a listening ear..reali like wen i need her she will appear in front of me kinda fren...love her la.. haha....i feel like taking a break some day...jus enjoying...
Yxiaopei'er♥