Saturday, July 15, 2006
looking forward to tomolo.. going out with bran baby..celebrated qiao bdae today...at fish&co... everyone looks so dead..and we all look as if we are veri sleepy.. but yah.. we r..went fareast to shop for a while.. and then headed to heeren to look at some beads..and headed home.. i realise taking 65 is damn slow.. i doze off on the bus.. like again.. but yah.. i didnt miss my stop.. woohoo.. with great skills eh.. haha..had dance in e morning.. frankly speaking it wasnt very enjoyable.. bcos of guowei? (my ex).. i'm very reluntant to allow him to join e concert.. firstly.. i have to be fair to everyone.. i said in fornt of all members.. tt i m not taking anymore ppl in for concert.. i made myself clear.. and now.. like i m not doing what i said and promised.. cos he insisted.. putting me in such a difficult position.. i know if i dun allow him to join.. he will go on and on nagging.. and i tried being sarcastic saying tt if he wants to join concert.. he muz b committed.. and not be late for any prac.. though i know he is having attachment now.. but yah.. like i care.. and this bloody fool actually promised.. oh well well.. we shall c.. i'm trying my best to balance and control my feelings.. no doubt i have grudges against him.. and seriously.. i hate to say this.. he totalli sucks to core.. but yah.. as a training head.. i shouldnt put personal feelings in when comes to work rite? so yah.. i m controlling.. he better dun irritate me any further before i scream at him.. i was the one teaching him the steps today.. cos qiao also dun reali like him.. so yah.. i repeat for two times onli.. he cannot catch it also his prob.. after tt.. he prac on his own.. i totalli ignore him and walk off.. oh well..he can onli blame himself for being such a bad guy.. bran is stil the best.. wahaha. anywae.. back to topic.. i m irritated today partially bcos i teach him and correct him le.. but he stil goes back to the same old stuff tt he did wrongly.. so yah.. i shut up.. cant b bothered to correct him anymore.. jus do wat u like k..
Yxiaopei'er♥