Friday, July 14, 2006
fri ends the whole week of school life..walking towards the weekend..hoping tt it will be good..cant wait for monday to come..it's me and bran's one month.. woohoo.. 17 July 2006..day has been rather bad.. i pms for the whole day..in veri bad mood.. talking to soon aik = let me die..it's jus a background and we wasted like 3 days arguing on it..and thanks to tt.. i haven started on my flash.. which means the situation is bad..plus.. minutes for this week is not done yet..and i msg him to tell him to finish his scoreboard function by mon..cos i need to link from his part to do my part..and he's cool.. dun even bother to reply..tried getting message across to vivian aka nehmo.. but we talked for like one hour.. with no conclusion.. he dun understand wat i mean.. and when he tok.. i dun understand what he trying to say also.. and in e end.. when we reali tried so hard to get each other to undersatnd each other language.. 2 hours gone.. and in e end.. wat we trying to bring across to each other is actually the same.. wth.. arrrggghhh.. communication breakdown.. i wonder if i should cry or smile.. guess nehmo is stress bout major too.. nehmo.. let's fight our way thru..charlotte and i went to look for fayanne today.. regarding some of her personal issues.. which shall not be mentioned.. and we requested to tok privately.. so we went to e conference room.. woohoo.. long time nvr go there le.. can i request alice to book the conference room for the next meeting? haha.. anywae.. yah it was a nice chat.. fayanne shared her personal experience with us.. and she make it sounds so dramatic.. i couldnt take it any longer.. and i burst out laughing..damn funni.. but yah.. half the problem considered solve.. left the other half.. the decision all lies on fayanne's boss.. we shall patiently wait for the final decision..submission of ecsa report.. after days of struggling.. we all heave a sigh of relief i guess.. somehow or rather.. i suspect tt one of our groupmate is not doing his part.. his jus copy and paste the whole junk of info inside.. names shall not be mentioned.. like i always say.. self reflection.. when no one voices out.. it doesnt mean tt no one knows.. it simply shows tt ppl ahve given up hope on u.. and cant be bothered to correct u.. how much effort u have put in.. will determine what grade u get.. i have always believe in hardwork.. how bout u? something is wrong in me today.. usually during lab lessons.. i will jus idle my time away.. not doing the lab sheet that we were suppose to do.. but today.. i sit down there.. printed my lab sheet.. in front of the com.. following instructions.. and do my lab.. omg.. yea.. i'm shocked tt i actually did tt too.. and when i m stucked.. with errors.. i raised my hand and ask the teacher to come over and help me.. so unlike me.. jas seah was also commenting tt what's wrong with me.. i m not usually so hardworking one lo.. but yeah.. i'm trying to find my oldself back.. no more slacking.. hard work shall be appreciated.. and i shall pass my exams.. not with flying colours though..bran in camp today.. cant book out.. on guard duty.. i misses him.. but yah.. i pms for the whole day.. nvr msg him at all.. i jus dun feel like toking to anyone.. i wanna shut my mouth and do my things.. i jus dun feel like toking..
Yxiaopei'er♥