Monday, August 14, 2006
i tout i have oreadi put everything down.. yet i still miss him.. i know i cant have him back.. but i dunno y.. i jus miss him.. i'm forcing myself to stay on to my decision.. i dun wish to turn back.. i m contradicting myself again.. nvm.. many of frens have advised me not to give up on this relationship.. they can sense how serious i m in this relationship.. but yah.. i dunno.. dun wish to think.. thanks belle..joan.. ally.. jas seah.. chuxian.. elaine.. hu have been there for me.. who is there to console me.. oh.. not forgetting my beloved dance main comm.. yang and xiaoai and cutlet.. hee..we had sub comm interview today.. half way thru the interview.. came a msg from yongliang.. asking me to follow my heart and dun regret my decision.. haha.. so anti climax.. but yea.. i was too busy taking down notes to reply.. and then some time later.. i recieved a msg from bran.. i did read the msg but didnt reply again.. anyway back to topic..the decided sub comm members are... priscilla.. jean (aka siao eh).. unice.. samantha.. laura.. and lishi.. hope to c lishi soon.. i have no idea hu she is... onli know she is from modern.. i certainly look forward to working together with them..counting down.. 2 more days to my failing day... the deadline submission for major proj.. our program seem to have so many loopholes.. i dun tink there is anyway we can hide from the teacher.. it is jus so farking obvious.. and our report.. haven even started.. omg.. tt is how bad the situation is.. i hope to finish it on time.. next monday is our evaluation.. cant imagine we r so suay.. the first day kena our group oreadi.. like wtf!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥