Thursday, August 17, 2006
whole day stressing myself on mp and bruchure.. asking myself.. when will all these shit finish.. like when man.. cant wait for all these to finish.. i know i m very grumpy.. keep complaining these few days.. but it is reali very fustrating.. when things cant b done.. my mood will b like fark..went for li sheng jie concert today.. i was one of the event helper.. helping with ushering and queue control.. saw alot of familiar faces.. which some i cant b bothered to greet.. cos afterall.. they are jus some hi-bye frens.. li sheng jie songs not tt bad though.. but he is not nice la.. he keep flirting with the gals.. jus to make everyone scream and shout at him.. like wtf.. wat kind of attention u wan man? and wat impression u wanna leave us with? tt u r full of charm? or in a notorious way.. u r flirtatious? know what he did? he held a gal's hands hu happen to sit in e front row.. and sang half the song.. jus holding her hands.. trying hard to look as if he is very into tt song.. looking emotional.. and then after tt hugged her tight.. and get all his fans screaming.. and helpers were like looking at one another giving the "WTF" face.. haha.. and he went round parading.. and do stunts like asking people to take out their phone in replacement of light sticks and wave to his tune.. like wad eva.. tt's definitely something i'll never do..waste my hp batt onli.. towards e end of the concert.. he even ask all his fans to go down and b close distance with him.. wat's ur prob man.. this sent 1200 people rushing down to centre stage like mad people.. he jus gives me a feeling he is trying to hard.. and does he realise by doing so, he is causing trouble? it makes it look like a chaos to us.. and we have to come in to stop the crowd from getting too near.. and alvin ting was being pushed like nobody's business.. after the concert.. SU ppl.. were stil trying to demo.. how he threw the posters to his fans.. how he sings.. and how he wanna get the crowd attention.. haha.. hilarious.. afterall the SU ppl hu came down were great ppl man.. they r so fun loving.. and yes.. i got to know new frens again..me and baby met up after tt for dinner.. and we had seafood hor fun.. again.. long time since i last ate it.. the last time i ate it also with him.. and we had a nice time.. things were back like before.. i hope i wont lose it this time again..i cried again today.. but not bcos of bran.. in fact he was e one comforting me.. :)jas seah's testi to me:It have been a wonderful period of time hanging wif u guys. we been thru all the hard times and laughters together. attitude pro gal always like to fight wif ppl. temper mus learn to control ya? known u at yr1 but closer to u this sem cos everyday see u, eat n play together. learn to forgive n forget... =)As time goes by, it coming to the end of our last sem together. No matter how much i miss u guys, still time will not stop for us. I know u guys are stress out by FYP, i pray that the coming Monday's evaluation will be a success for u guys and u all are going to do it well... Good Lucks Gals! =)she wrote testi for jas kee, ally, lindoo too.. and we all cried.. all can.. she's e best.. fantastic.. once i finish e testi.. my tears keep falling.. jus like a water tap.. and lasted for one hour plus until our conversation slow down.. it's so sad.. we r leaving one another.. have we sit down and tout.. what we want in the future? how we will become? and will we ever contact again? has this question attack our minds before? tomolo gonna b a sad day.. e last day we r seeing one another..as in officially in tp... i hope i will b brave enuff to hold back my tears and not let it fall.. cos i know once one person starts to cry.. the rest will cry too.. i miss e gals.. the best gals ever.. and in future.. they shall stil b my best gals.. luv u gals lots.. and i tink u all realli understand me well.. appreciate the effort.. remembering the memories with u gals always..
Yxiaopei'er♥
