although i m very tired now... i stil feel tt there is a need to update my blog.. there is gonna b a drastic change in my life.. my whole entire life.. he is going on a mission.. soon... i know i have no right to stop him from going.. but it is dangerous.. there's no confirm return date or wat.. he told me he wanted to find a reason to stay.. i was hoping i m e reason.. yes i was e reason.. but i dunno how to convince him to stay.. he wanted me back.. i dun wan.. i guess everyone hu know me knows y.. cos i dun wanna commit.. not tt i dun love him.. have to be fair wat rite.. when it comes to relationship... i have to admit i m very very selfish.. everything i do.. i tink for myself.. but i dun find it wrong la.. at least i m realistic.. i know exactly wat i wan.. somehow i jus dun feel like letting him go..i wan him by my side though i not willing to commit? contradicting? i find it so too...

i told him i wont celebrate my bdae unless he celebrate for me.. and he told me he wont b here by the time my bdae comes.. ok.. well.. tt's like jus too bad.. i told him i wan him to come and watch my concert.. afterall he is e one tt went thru e whole thing with me.. giving me all the moral support and all.. he didnt promise me anything... but i stil hope he will b there la.. when we were stil tog.. i have the tout of hugging him tight after my concert on tt very day.. i wanna share my joy and satisfaction and everything with him.. but yah..

i wont wanna c stars if it's onli pictures.. i wont wanna promise i will take care of myself if u r not there for me.. i decided to let go of everything.. cos i know i have no right to ask him to stay since he's no longer mine.. and since i have no intention of wanting him back in my current life.. i can assure myself and assure him.. i will stil love him like always.. but.. not now.. it is jus not e right time to be back tog.. i not willing to commit..

about dance.. the 4 set of 8s tt took 3 hours... the 5 push-ups tt killed us.. but the choreo is nice.. and we had fun..

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