Saturday, September 30, 2006
dance was good.. KH was here to teach us how to break yesterdae.. and he's damn cool.. he have got a cute smile with his baby face.. and he can do all the stunts so easily.. with no effort needed.. freakingly good.. for my part.. i m suppose to do handstand.. on and off can go up la.. but hor.. there's this very one time.. tt i arch my back too much and lean my weight at the wrong position.. and i fell in one circle.. something like doing one back flip.. and i landed my legs inwards.. fantastically cool.. and.. my right ankle had quite a bad sprain.. totalli like omg.. tt results in me not being able to do full out for the rest of the today's dance lesson.. but i m quite determined to get it right.. way to go... woohoo..KH is coming on mon again.. look forward..yest night.. there was this bbq organise by hongjia.. celebrating IMF and her bdae.. some of the imf ppl went and some of the students were there too... total coolness.. in e end they also celebrated my bdae.. i have got 2 bdae cakes yesterdae.. one by belle.. with a hello kitty on top.. freaking cute.. she forgot i dun like hello kitty but there's this rabbit on top la.. so yah.. it was quite alright... i very long never receive cakes with cartoons le.. i suddenly feel so young sia... haha.. back to childhoos days... once upon a time.. wahaha.. anywae.. belle got me a very unique bdae present.. although it wasnt something expensive.. but it's the thought tt counts.. and it is reali something tt i like alot.. belle never fails to surprise me with her creativity.. she got sparklers for me.. omg.. i was so happy la.. haha.. and know wat... the sparklers she bought got those fireworks sounds one la.. it was meant to b a trick lo.. then when i hold and she light...the sound scare the hell out of me.. i was screaming like mad la.. wahaha.. imf ppl got cake for me too.. haha.. i love belley..i received presents from like everyone.. fayanne got me a pair of earrings.. alice MADE 2 pairs of earrings for me.. and she's so proud of herself tt she managed to make out those earrings.. haha... thanks babe.. then she also give me a mid riff top.. so call drop drop kind.. haha.. onli funksoul ppl will understand what is drop drop kind.. haha.. and i got sunflower from bran.. thanks a million.. mommy wanted to call me jus to tell me soemone send me flowers.. but in e end i never pick up e phone cos i was in dance meeting.. thanks rinna.. pris.. jasmine lee.. jasmine foong.. jean.. nicole.. for the message u all bring across.. haha.. let's quote," xiaopei.. we got something to tell u..".. i was stunned cos they were standing in one straight row with tt serious face.. and then.. then they were like "5 6 7 8.. happi birthday" followed by a wave.. haha.. i was laughing like mad la.. cos this is our finale song.. and the song is liddat.. it will go happy birthday.. then 5 6 7 8 and start the routine with 3 consecutive waves.. haha.. to understand it.. pls go for the concert.. wahaha.. it's damn cool.. thanks all the dancers for singing bdae song for me.. haha.. i love u guys..thanks yang alice and cutlet for the sweety chocolaty cake..thanking moments.. thanks for the following ppl who wish me happi bdae.. some hu i never expected them to remember also.. so yah.. amy.. guowei..cecilia..bran.. jiahui.. joan..yixing..siew juan.. joan.. jean.. yongliang.. jeffrey..diane (omg.. she reali did remember)..my sis.. victor.. eileen.. alice.. thong ler..chu xian.. ah chuan shi xiong.. so touching la.. and of cos those hu celebrated with me.. i love all.. haha..i got 3 cakes this year lo.. wahaha...after a long list of bdae updates.. let's get back to serious stuff.. jus now was having dance meeting.. it wasnt a pleasant one.. yang wasnt very happy bout me voicing out bout my unhappiness about the modern instructor in front of all the main comm and sub comm.. i m unhappy.. cos the plan schedule is out and she actually attempted to change it.. i was so freaking pissed bcos she wants to change both day 1 and day 2.. then might as well ask her to plan.. i mean so wat's e purpose of planning when it's meant to b changed..this schedule out for like how many long le.. then now say wanna change.. makes no sense.. yang and alice jus explained to me.. she was trying her luck.. but yah.. since she open her mouth oreadi.. u can dun give her meh.. everyone jus throw one request at me.. then how.. dun plan la.. so yah.. dun care.. jus do wad eva u all wan.. cos i know wad eva i say.. u all stil feels tt i m wrong.. so yah.. jus go ahead with ur plans.. jus tink tt i m unwilling to compromise.. and those hu say dun wan come for camp.. got something on.. then dun wanna stay overnight and stuffs.. yah.. jus disapeear.. fuck off.. i dun wanna c u all there also k.. stop telling me this and tt excuses.. i simply cant b bothered oreadi can.. i m jus very sore about everything tt is concern bout modern now.. yes.. i m voicing out my unhappiness.. cos i m reali unhappy.. u all tink i shouldnt voice out in front all e sub comm and all.. u mean they shouldnt know wat is going on? or i dun need to explain to them and give them a logical explanation? i mean jus b open about everything la.. so yah.. like wadeva.. whether u all like it or not.. it's oreadi done.. and i strongly feel tt i m right.. i m jus such a bitch la.. ok.. and the disputes between modern and hip hop is now in a tense situation.. not i wanna side hip hop or wat.. jus tt.. i feel tt.. modern got one destroyer in ur team... every one knows hu she is.. and i frankly voiced out tt by means and ways i will get her out of the dance team.. cant she grow up? what's with the propaganda and stuffs and all? bad mouthing bout hip hop makes u happy? and u freaking tink u will win and gain support? go join PAP and learn some skills before coming back here can.. u r jus a sore loser la.. u feel jealous jus bcos hip hop team is seemed to b stronger than modern? then prove us wrong la.. and u all feel tt yang is not siding modern.. wat makes u tink so.. it's alot of times when yang always side modern and i always side hip hop.. tt's how arguments are being raised.. and she actually tink yang dun side modern.. like wtf can.. if u urself cant convince urself.. how u expect yang to b convinced by u all.. LIKE HOW? and the way u look at the way hip hop ppl dance tt day.. wat u trying to prove.. gossipping among urselevs.. if u dare.. u stand out and challenge the hip hop ppl la.. wat's ur fucking prob.. wat's on ur fucking mind? izzit full of fucking shits? i guess it is.. i dun like the way she look at us.. it's like telling me u r jealous.. so yah.. jealous then.. wat's ur next step.. prove urself wrong la.. i stayed to watch u dance also.. i dun feel threatened.. cos i feel tt ur techniques are not very good either.. and wat's with challenging main comm's position..and challenging president's position esp.. wat's on ur fucking mind.. jus say la.. complaining bout how slow things are going for concert.. realise it.. it's not onli concert which u c.. how many fucking planning do we have to do.. u tink it's easy for us.. u wanna try.. and u work with school system before.. ticketing and all.. u mean we dun need time to wait for school to approve and print the tickets? if u tink ur efficiency is better than any of the main comm ppl.. step out and confront us.. instead of doing small actions like emailling yang.. which is the president.. complaining bout this and tt or wad eva fucking comments u have in ur fucking mind.. and crtiticising hip hop ppl.. tink we dunno.. u r wrong.. humans have feelings.. and yah.. i'm treating it as i dunno now.. dun make it so bad to one day tt i have to confront u and debate with u.. in any case or reason i have.. i tink i will win e argument.. jus tt whether i wanna make things bad for others to c.. again.. i will say.. dun test my patience.. oh shit man.. i got a strong accurate feeling tt this day is coming near.. so near tt i will jus bombard u and make things ugly for u.. total coolness.. tink of it.. i got tt shuang feeling in my mind.. i told yang seriously.. after concert.. i m jus gonna fucking pick on her.. on every single thing tt she fucking gonna do or say.. until she cant stand it and leave the dance team.. jus like the movie omen.. u have to get rid of the devil.. if not bad things will follow one after another.. so yah.. let me b the bad person then.. i dun mind.. since i have always been a meanie.. and yes.. FUCK ESTHER.. hu have been so agreesive since day 1 she joined dance till now.. haha.. u r jus fucking not gonna win can..
Yxiaopei'er♥
