Friday, September 22, 2006
he came back and left again.. within the same day... managed to find time to chat with him on e fone.. however things didnt turn out well.. as usual.. like these recent period.. arguments and disagreements are unavoidable.. somehow.. tired of it.. i stil love him though.. i didnt stop him from going or wat..cos i know no point.. i have no right also.. i know it well tt i wont want this relationship back for now.. dance is my top priority.. actually it's jus an excuse.. i jus wanna make use of this excuse to keep myself busy and stop thinking about everything..IMF was quite a nice experience.. reali.. no doubt bout tt.. met alot of frens.. last day of IMF.. everyone was bsuy exchanging numbers and talking for the last last time.. haha.. suntec traffic marshal also make full use fo their last chance to wave at me.. and other gals.. cos remember.. they r e despo.. wahaha.. some of them took up the courage and asked for my number.. hilarious.. met one cute guy.. he look very alike to royston.. but he is one hundred time cuter than roy.. i told roy tt.. he denied it.. he insisted tt he is the cutest.. haha.. next week is dance week man.. mon rehearsal for breast cancer event performance.. tues shopping for costume with my funksoul gang.. wed training whole day for funksoul.. thurs rehearsal for the performance again.. and fri is the performance.. woohoo.. i can imagine how i drained i will b.. but it's ok.. it keeps me going and stop thinking about things... i seriously have no intention of celebrating my bdae.. so sian.. it's jus gonna b another sad day.. :((concert and camp and workshop preparation is going on.. but i do until quite sian oreadi.. it's my sub comm and the main comm like alice and yang tt keeps me going.. they work and work.. with a never-give-up attitude.. the sub comm juniors.. they r nice.. they always offer help.. thanks.. but alot of time.. me myself blur.. dunno what to do also.. damn stress... haiz.. i hope i can stop killing my brain cells..
Yxiaopei'er♥
