Monday, September 25, 2006
i received an unknown email.. from someone named zen.. i got a shocked out of my life.. the email subject was.. 3rd Sergant Brandon Tan Zhi Rong.. imagine my reaction.. i'm totalli lost.. totalli.. i clicked on the email.. and it was about bran.. he intro himself as bran's platoon commander..he told me bran onli left my contact so i m e best person to know how is his current well being now.. is he gonna announce anything bad to me? i seriously have no idea.. i m very worried.. seriously.. very very worried.. he onli told me tt it's confidential and if i wanna know.. i have to acknowledge back the email.. i did as i was instructed.. but right now.. all i can do is wait here.. silently.. worriedly.. for a reply.. for his reply.. i hope it isnt anything bad.. i certainly hope it is not.. liang told me.. once i hang up the fone with him.. tears flow down his cheeks.. i totalli forgot he was having his supp paper tomolo.. if not.. i swear.. i will never let him know.. i didnt mean to affect his mood.. seriously.. but i reali need someone to talk to.. desperately.. if not i m jus gonna break down and go mad.. wat's happening.. i never felt tt tomolo was so long before.. tomolo is so long.. izzit gonna come soon.. i need tomolo to come soon.. tomolo pls come soon.. pls.. i need to know wat's happening to bran.. tell me pls.. assure me pls.. nothing bad is happening to him.. if not.. im so jus gonna b guilty for the rest of my whole farking life..
Yxiaopei'er♥
