Friday, October 20, 2006
it's over.. like finally.. the day tt everyone has been waiting for.. everyone gave their best.. FULL OUT.. tt's wat jessi always reminds us.. when ex dance seniors came hugging me and telling me how much i have improved from the PAST TILL NOW.. i reali got the sense of SATISFACTION in me.. and after all this.. after today.. after the concert.. the dancers came hugging me and thanking me for everything.. suddenly all the pain and effort i have gone through seem nothing.. i feel so happy..after the concert.. at the back stage.. most of us.. were crying.. and one of the juniors came to hug me.. at tt moment.. i didnt find her irritating.. cos she is someone like totalli outcast from the whole team.. she cried so hard till her face went red.. she offically quit the dance team today.. she told me even before the concert.. she kinda stubborn and during yest rehearsal.. she pissed everyone off.. but today she managed to get things out quite well.. i'm rather sad having one junior lost.. cos although in term of character.. she might not b someone nice.. but in term of dance.. i c potential in her..
flower from RYAN..it's sunflower.. woohoo.. i like.. haha.. and 2 stalk of flowers from loren.. muacks.. and a bunch of self-made flowers from isabelle.. so touched.. haha.. i like it so much la.. and i ate the choc.. she was predicting tt i will jus give the ferrero rocher away.. cos i'm not a chocolate fan.. but i didnt.. i ate lo.. and i got a blue rose from mag.. thanks babe.. she was the one telling me tt i improve alot and she's proud of me.. somehow.. she's like the one who c me grow in dance kinda thing.. cos when i perform with her in the GEM1 concert.. i guess i dance rather badly.. still new with no experience and all.. i totalli sucks tt time..
memories of concert is flowing back.. days with funksoul babes.. they totalli rocks can.. training with them is ever so fun.. trying hard to do break dance.. with half pass standards.. wahaha.. got my nickname as ah siao from jean.. and i call her siao eh.. my cat fight dance with pris.. originated from a breakdance move.. wahaha.. and wat else.. not forgetting the gossips and bonds.. lameness and fun.. injuries and bruises.. it's like we made something so impossible to something possible and we did it.. YES!!! WE DID IT!!! did u c us.. the part when the guys flipped us up.. we acutally onli start prac like 3 days ago? and we did it..
got so much more to say.. shall continue tomolo.. thanks for all who came today.. i hope u all reali enjoyed.. i enjoyed myself.. all the tiredness proved it worthwhile.. when applause came.. when the cheers added on.. when we managed to hype ppl up... when we reali whack.. i heard ppl shouting my name.. total coolness.. and ppl whom i didnt expect to b here was HERE.. FIDAH.. my dance senior too.. DIEN.. woohoo.. cool babe.. THONGLERand the bunch of frens.. ISABELLE.. YONGLIANG.. haha.. yongliang i reali didnt expect him to come.. and ERIC CHIA.. not forgetting my dearest JIEJIE.. thousand muacks to her..
ryan msg me to thank me.. for taking care of the team.. for arranging rehearsals and for buying coffee for him.. omg.. i feel so guilty man.. i feel tt i have not done my best yet.. there are still some regrets.. nvm.. forget it..
ok the rest i will update tomolo.. one last line.. when i do things.. i have my own reasons.. i have my reason for not wanting back the relationship too.. things cant b forced.. u understand ma? and yes tomolo onwards chiong all the concert and camp PAPERWORK before attachment starts..
quote of the day: DANCE IS A CONVERSATION.. TALK TO ME.. SWEAT IT OUT.. GEM 2006..
Yxiaopei'er♥
