Tuesday, October 03, 2006
recieved an unknown when i was in ntuc buying camp food(breakfast).. i called back to tt person.. and it's my lecturer.. to tell me my attachment company.. i feel so cheated about this.. cos is a gal.. my ex-classmate.. dun wan de job.. she found another company herself and she dun wanna b attached to this company.. so yah.. she did called me to ask.. but i rejected.. and she actually proposed to the lecturer.. and when the lecturer called.. he told me it was tt gal who proposed me.. i mean.. like hello.. r u asking me or deciding for me.. y is the school always liddat.. i no longer trust the school or anyone.. it's not the first time lo.. school sucks.. the attachment company is call sercel singapore.. will have to undergo training by an australian.. to brief us on our projects.. it's a microsoft project.. and tt is y i feel so stress.. no joke bout this ok.. i seriously feels tt i m not up to e job.. but yah.. it's oreadi decided.. like what else can i do now but to accept and go.. my job is to software designing.. according to what is stated.. it better not b something tt is hard.. i have to create function like retrieval.. storing info.. which means i have to use database.. anywae.. it's all about sharepoints.. those hu take major proj before will know.. AARRRGGGHHH.. i m seriously jus NOT HAPPY with everything now..the interview is tomolo and it clashes with my camp.. and i m the organiser of the camp.. logic tells tt i have to b there.. y cant they compromise since i have oreadi given in one step by accepting the company.. they insist tt i have to go tomolo.. so yah.. i WILL go.. but in e afternoon.. and alice shall help to oversee the whole camp thing.. school still SUCKS.. i mean like where got such thing as u inform me today.. and expect me to b fully prepared for the interview tomolo? wat rubbish is tt.. and expect resume to b done.. result slips printed out.. and cca transcript also done by then.. hello.. i m not those kinda free ppl can.. i dun all the time in e world to entertain u all lo.. dun b so last minute can.. and expect ppl to compromise to ur request.. it toalli makes no sense AT ALL.. so.. the conclusion is school sucks.. haha.. i keep telling my frens.. tt i m jus gonna farking fark e boss of tt company upside down.. i m seriously pissed.. and it all happens when i m down with so much paper work..yes.. another thing tt pissed my day.. i was in school right in e morning to open the studio and headed to fayanne(my cca in charge) office to edit the emergency form for the camp.. cos she told me she dun wan hip hop and modern to b separated into 2 list.. she wants it to b in one list.. come on la.. it doesnt makes a big diff wat.. but yah i did it.. i mean like.. modern and hip hop is reali 2 diff clubs although they r under one CCA.. but yah... wad eva.. after i compiled everything.. she told me format wrong.. *BLOOD IS BOILING.. but yah i dun blame her totalli.. and yea.. she search for the correct format for me and i got down to work like AGAIN... and i was late meeting alice to buy camp food.. sorry to xiao ai.. give u a big fat kiss tomolo k.. anywae.. this reminded me tt roy stil owe me a big fat kiss on my bdae.. he keep saying wanna give me.. end up also give nothing lo.. back to topic..when i finally met alice.. fayanne called to say.. she forgot to save the document and she closed it.. fantastically done.. so after buying food.. back to school and redo everything.. which took me quite a long time.. and i make sure i remember to save it.. lesson learntbasically.. today is jus not my day.. it's a bad bad day.. tomolo is e camp and here i m.. rushing the funk jazz paper work.. plus camp stuffs.. plus preparing for my port folio.. and i haven pack my bag for camp.. tomolo is a formal wear day.. i remember the first formal wear pic i took.. was with liang.. which was like long long ago.. haha.. in computer lab.. i tink.. haha.. and he laughed at me for not being able to walk properly in heels.. now i can.. thanks to IMF.. cos i have to walk with heels like everyday..pray hard attached company will b good...belle bumped in to alice in school in e afternoon.. and alice told her i was in bad mood and i cried.. omg.. and belle actually ran all the way from biz canteen to SAA.. and her jeans was so farking wet.. jus to check on me and make sure tt i was fine.. i wasnt reali crying.. jus unhappy bout things.. and tears drop.. i refused to admit tt i cried in e first place.. but in e end.. in msn.. i did.. haha.. and she was like.. i knew it.. but thanks belle.. i reali love u..
Yxiaopei'er♥
