Friday, October 27, 2006
tears dropped again.. how many times have i been reminding myself not to get emo.. i miss the gals.. thinking bout the concert and it made me emo.. i wanna stop my tears too.. but how.. i wan my b-gals back.. i wrote a letter to take half day leave next fri.. i wanna perform with them again.. i reali wan.. i hope it will be successful.. cos i need the b-gals back in my life.. i miss them reali like god damn lots.. i miss jean calling me mousey.. calling me hamtaro.. i miss unice laughter.. i miss pris craziness.. i miss sam bitchi-ness.. i miss gucci calling me jie jie.. i miss rinna.. the cool gal.. i miss dina.. the cutie sweetie pie.. i miss nicole playing with her armpit..i miss scolding alice when she cant get the steps right.. i miss everything.. like EVERYTHING.. all these are not jus overnight bonding.. from we dunno each other at all.. have to try and compromise.. and work everything out.. from we cant do break dance.. we help each other along the way and get to where we r.. everything we gone thru tog.. hugging tog and cried.. when ryan ignored our team bcos of some other reasons.. missing them standing by my side.. fighting the tough battle of organising with me.. everything and everything.. i need leave next fri.. if unsuccessful.. will i be as crazy as to take mc? i'm afraid i will.. i m desperately yearning to perform with the gals again.. i miss them.. i reali do..nite to everyone here.. off i go.. to cry to sleep.. gals.. i miss u all..
Yxiaopei'er♥