Monday, October 30, 2006
YAY!!!! my leave is granted.. with great skills.. going through so many procedures jus to get this half day leave.. haha.. i have to get approval from the company supervisor.. from my liason officer..(which is the lecturer in charge of my attachment).. and my course manager.. mr lim kok hwee.. which i wasn't hoping him to grant me.. cos he's not tt nice.. but in e end he did.. i dunno y... bad impression of him since graduation incident.. he jus prove to me he sucks big time.. but now he proves me wrong.. he is afterall not tt bad.. but yah.. anywae.. i got my leave.. woohoo.. able to perform with the b-gals is the happiest thing of it all..
attachment is scary.. it is getting more and more scary.. in a way that u cant imagine.. wat he did to us is terrible.. totalli terrible.. guess wat... he started telling us about all the christian things... which i m farking not interested to know.. and he keep psycho-ing us to stay in tt company to help maintain the sharepoint after our attachment, when we graduate.. NO!!!! i swear to myself tt i will never go into IT line.. i sucks in IT can.. how i struggle jus to pass exam and all.. all these r my nightmares.. and he told he got those accessories and clothing business in china.. which he intend to be a wholesaler and sell it to other countries.. then he ask me to help him design a online website to post his things online.. which is somehow like freelancing and he pay me for tt.. but i dun wan.. the prob doesnt lies in money now.. and he actually invited us to join his venture for those things.. hello.. do i look business minded to u.. like NO!!! and he saw the necklace i wear.. he ask if i made it myself.. i said yah.. and he ask me to design for him.. total madness.. what is the attachment company coming to? isnt it suppose to be something simple.. y did it turn out liddat? it is so so corrupted.. going to work everyday now is my fear.. and he is treating us so nicely.. tt makes me even fears more.. it's like he's treating us well so as to get something out of us tt kind.. u know.. omfg.. ok.. nvm.. i know i sound agitated.. i m so scare.. i cant calm myself down.. esp today.. when he came into our office.. shut the door.. and start talking to us bout all these stuffs.. ARRRRRGGGHHH.. can anyone understand what i m going thru? and working with all the old uncles is never an easy task.. i'm on the second level and first level is the workshop.. and all the uncles is forever staring like they never seen a gal in their whole farking life.. going to work everyday.. hearing them whistling at u.. farkers man.. and somemore onli me and eileen is young gals there.. another 2 is old aunties.. and they r not frenly.. no one can help us.. we r so helpless.. facing them everyday is a killer.. but i dun have a choice.. i m forced to go.. and i cant tell my sis and my parents all this.. they will get worried.. Me and my farking life..
Yxiaopei'er♥