Monday, January 22, 2007
things have been getting better these few days.. it's a great sign.. xiaopei is much optimistic now..thanks for all who have been by my side.. spending ample time with family and close ones are very impt.. homely feeling is great.. it's so heavenly.. ok.. undescribable feeling i would say.liang bdae on sun.. a great night.. haha.. random chats with aaron here and there.. since he is like the only one i know there.. and mayb robin.. one of liang sec sch fren.. saw brandon there too.. didnt talk though.. i guess things are better off this way.. like we lead our own life.. dance is like filling up all my time.. i enjoyed it to bits though.. all the sweeties.. and seeing everyone being able to communicate now.. the feeling is so great.. i start to feel the bond among the gals.. not the guys yet though.. i'm still waiting.. meiqi was great.. she bought doughnuts for everyone on sun training.. and roy.. he spent 32 hours uploading videos for the all gals dance.. they rocks.. it's always through things and arguments tt make us realise tt we r at fault.. and start to reflect, start to think.. and try to amend for what is lost.. i realised my mistake and making up for it.. i'm trying to find time for him.. trying to push off all unnecessary things.. cos i know i cant cope.. and i'm gonna breakdown if i continue like this.. but dance stuffs.. regardless dance work all other events.. i will stil care.. no matter what.. cos it's my responsibility.. but i m have been coping quite ok i guess.. :) sometimes when he is pplain concern for me.. i know.. but the way words are being put across makes us pissed at each other.. haiz.. it's not good.. haha..sun trip to malaysia.. big big gang going.. wahaha.. looking forward.. the d'verse dance team ppl and some commercial ppl going.. then gin and kh going.. da street soul ppl going.. xyz going with me too.. yayz... i wanna buy cap.. bnut i freakingly dun suit wearing cap.. like damn it.. haha..
Yxiaopei'er♥