Monday, February 05, 2007
it's always liddat.. each time.. time and again.. when i tout things were fine.. it WONT turn out to b fine.. it seems tt i m deceiving myself.. illusioning tt things r fine.. and next moment back to reality.. realising tt things are not well as i expected.. should i jus drop all hopes and at all time.. remind myself tt things will not be fine even though they seem to b at the current moment.. it's hard to take blows once and again.. my heart is not strong enuff to make it stay..
hurting words tt made my heart sank from the high peak of a mountain to the lowest peak in the sea.. making it back onto the land and stay neutral is hard enuff.. let alone to climb to the highest peak again.. numbness has overtook my feelings..when u ask if i wanna break or not.. it simply jus means tt this thought came to ur mind before.. although actions were not taken yet.. if u feel tt u have had enuff of me.. let go and give up on me.. u make me feel tt i m making ur life miserable by always having all these arguments.. and u know these problems are never gonna be solved..
Yxiaopei'er♥
