Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Beautiful dreams need to be ended.. In jus a moment.. it will snapped and there it goes.. everything back to reality.. it may be hard to believe but yet so true.. tt reality is always much more real then dreams.. how many can always in beautiful dreams?i once believe.. once had faith.. once had hope for future.. between us.. yet this relationship is so fragile.. it became rotten over time.. jus like how u keep a fruit for too long.. the condition of it worsen day by day from time to time.. if u manage to salvage it in time.. u might still be able to eat the fruit.. if not.. you'll jus have to dump it.. into a bin.. and make it disappear forever...there no way u can pick up a broken relationship.. jus like u cant eat a rotten fruit..when i need u so much to understand me.. have u put in the slightest effort.. mayb u did try.. but ur approach forever doesnt seem to reach me.. u might love me.. but u do not know how to spare a thought for me.. u might be the best guy in the world ever.. but u cant be my good bf.. y... i really wish.. u can b special to me.. but i feel like a toy.. only to b touched when u r free.. when u feel like playing with me.. m i tt to u? the slightest thing from u can make my day.. but u doesnt seem to care.. not even once do i feel tt u try to coax me before.. this is how disappointed i m...my world.. so dark...i tout i was strong enuff not to fall.. but stil... i fell.. so hard tt i almost cant pick myself up..time is what i need.. to recover.. to stand up again.. to b independent again.. and no more love.. even the most handsome guy on earth now will look like a freak to me..
Yxiaopei'er♥
