Saturday, September 03, 2011
it is a weekend but it means more than any other weekends.. i made 2 majors decision in my life today...
i went to see a bone specialist and has confirmed nothing is wrong with my ankle... it felt like a big stone off my heart... thank you to the one being there for me.. spending your entire morning there waiting with me...
i ended a 2 years relationship today.. as calm as i may sound... it wasn't an easy decision, given those paths we have walked together.. but then again, i am tired and as i said, nothing more i wanna do.. it was a forced upon decision for him.. i am really sorry... but i need to get away... forgive me for my selfishness... it wasn't a harsh decision though... u know it.. we both saw it coming... i give you my blessing to find the right one and i hope to get your blessing too..
For now, i m going to set my job as priority... i will do well and i know i can do it... with all the extra things eliminated from my life, i will move forward more focused each day. everyday will be a better day... jiayou xiaopei, move on and dun turn back..
thank you isabelle tan... dunno if you will be reading this... but u really meant alot to me.. thank you for always being there... thank you for accepting me... thank you for being my best friend.. i treasure every moment.. loves and hugs...
thank you mummy for the comfortable big fatty hug... i feel so warmth being in your arms again... i know u will always be there...
to guardian angel... you mean alot to me... i know u will probably never get to see this... but deep down... u know what i mean... u have been there for me... thick and thin.. thick like toast and thin like prata... hahahahaha... ok... we know how to communicate. :)
for those out there who r extremely concern about my well being, pls rest assured that i m really well.. just need a break.. and glad that i have sort things out.. even if time turned back today, i would have done the same..
Yxiaopei'er♥
