Friday, September 02, 2011
Another Friday that doesn't seems like a Friday. Not a good Friday though... it is not 13...why is my day still so bad? morning was good and normal and nothing went right after that... i trusted and defended her... and even to the last resort... have to send my boss... end up.. she acknowledge received of instructions and do otherwise.. i totally feel like being sabotaged... gosh... and then project mate... i was expecting this la... and i gave her the benefit of doubts yet she have to prove me right...
some people in life are just like that... empty promises... over promised... everything... why can they wake up the idea and be someone more trustworthy and more dependable and more reliant and more self responsible? does it feel good when sarcasm has to take place? does it feels good when you say things and people give u that doubtful look as if if it happens, it is like a miracle? i dun understand.. and i guess i will never... you know who you are... and it takes alot to convince me... to gain that trust... maybe never... but you can try...
anyway beside the preachings, isabelle and edwin made my day... belle bought tako pachi and jelly bean for me... so sweet... and guardian angel knows that i m in the worst of mood kena sabotaged although he himself was the ultimate victim who defended his soldiers, but he taught me guitar again... and yes... before my bdae... i m at least gonna be able to play the keys smoothly so that i will not disappoint him... wo ke yi de....
Yxiaopei'er♥
